LOVERS TIPS AND FANTASIES; From the Hidden Diary (e-Zine Edition) – By Knight Fredel

EPISODE 85

DISCLAIMER: This is a magazine edition of an actual romance book with similar titles by the same author, Knight Fredel, therefore, you should know that the story of the Undercover Lover herein is a bit different from the version in the book, the romance and enlightening book is richer and has more literary and poetic content. Now, if you ask me, I’d say you do not want to miss it! So, when you are done here, try the book: LOVERS FANTASIES: THE UNDERCOVER LOVER – BY KNIGHT FREDEL coming live on Amazon Bookstore before December. Stay tuned. Subscribe for our Newsletters FREE to get updates

### LOVERS FANTASIES: THE UNDERCOVER LOVER BY KNIGHT FREDEL (COMING SOON)

The Undercover Lover found themselves in a compromising situation, their cover nearly blown. Tensions mounted as they navigated the delicate web of secrecy and desire. With each passing moment, the line between fantasy and reality blurred, leaving them uncertain of the path forward.

LOVERS TIPS: INTRODUCTION:

The pleasure of having a partner and making that person your one special, lovely, and sweet, charming individual is cherished. The world we live in today is one with a short time span, which means if you cannot find happiness today, then the rest of your life might just end up very boring; I mean as boring as living alone and sitting in a far distance away from everyone yet watching them all live their life to the fullest, the life you have always wished for. 

Happiness, they say, is a state of mind and one can find it from anywhere and in anything, however, when you hold your lover so close to your heart on a cosy day, you would feel the vibes, the electromagnetic energies sparkling from within your lover’s warm skin, lips, breath and touch, all connecting with your energy. In such a moment it would feel like you both are vibrating at a terribly slow frequency which influences the time/space continuum causing faster movements of time. Now, if you pay attention, you will realise the true meaning of happiness, love, and peace of mind. 

That is the exact reason most lovers occasionally wonder why it feels like time travel faster when they are together (in a tight romantic mode). 

Today, romantic moments like that seem to be lost from this era, or should I say destroyed by us. Nowadays, in the aspect of love and relationship, people find true romantic partnership to be boring because some of the beauties which came with “being in love” have been shattered into many pieces. 

Well, the good news is, someone like me has taken his time to pick out all those tiny broken pieces one after the other, then merged them back together in order to reveal its beauty to this age who obviously have forgotten the charm of an actual relationship, well, that is what I am about to show you here. 

I will show you today that, most of your fantasies can be made manifests in your love life, Africa must rise again, our world needs to heal and people need to know what love truly is, all misunderstandings in this aspect of life needs to be cleared, untold love stories need to be told, oh yeah, this book is a combination of sacred knowledge on love + a romance story. 

The sacred knowledge hereby talks about love from its truest essence as well as facts/tips on relationship and sex life, a journey to the past into the days of our ancestors to see their perspective on love and relationship affairs which worked perfectly creating a healthy relationship in their time, unlike today, then the spiritual aspects of sex and relationship will be exposed too. 

Then the love /romance story will give you a dramatic understanding of those love life issues in real-time, the story will serve as a demonstration which will delve into issues involving heartbreaks, sex life, love, and lust; you will learn through this story how your sex life positively affects your relationship, and it further shows you how it can be made perfect through certain tips and secrets. 

Although, for this magazine edition, I shall shorten the story, by excluding some episodes and some chapters as well as many erotic parts so to focus on one character, Sophia, on how she found love in an unexpected way at a very tight period of her life, and how she did what some would never do, her actions were without proper control of herself, and finally, how it ended. 

This story is going to teach you about the effects of love making in a relationship and why you need to update yourself as time goes on, whether you are a man, or a woman, you need to learn how to improve your partner in the areas of intense romance and affection, instead of running into the arms of another person to get the taste of their sexual pleasures for your satisfaction. 

To the men, work is cool, but you need to create time for her, sex is like the meat or chicken in your plate of jollof rice, don’t take it for granted, you must not last 30 minutes, even if its 5 minutes, make it count, fill yourself at that moment with the feelings of intense love and affection. 

Then if you know you cannot stand 2 minutes on bed, then learn better ways to make her experiencereal orgasm before you penetrate into her vulva, and if you continue to notice erectile dysfunction, consult a physician, eat healthy meals, and get yourself good supplements for men, do some morning workout exercises to build your stamina, if you are a woman, and you are reading this, pass the message across to your man, do not die in silent. 

At this point, I must not fail to warn you to never date someone because of something you think they can offer, never do such under any circumstance, I will tell you why when the time comes… 

Now, the purpose of today’s issue is to provide answers to those difficult questions giving you sleepless nights in your love and relationship matters, with that, you will be able to help yourself in avoiding further endless relationship crisis in your life, because most spouses today have been reported to be victims of such marital or relationship disasters. 

That is why I was inspired to write and publish this work, both the eBook/print-book edition and the magazine edition, they are all meant to enforce the knowledge into the subconscious minds of everyone in the said shoe, to attempt in fixing the broken ones who have already fallen victim to such crisis, including other relationship matters still unknown to so many people today. 

LOVERS TIPS 1: LET US BEGIN

What do you seek from your partner? Now, that is a drastic and confusing question, right? Do not worry, I will take it slow.

Okay, as a man, what do you see in a woman that makes you want to spend the rest of your life with her, or as a woman, what do you see in that man, I mean the feelings you have for him which drove you into accepting no other person but him; it made you desire nothing else except to be with him and to build your world and life together? Clearly there must have been others before your current partner, but this feels different, doesn’t it? Well, if it does feels different, and if it makes you want to be with him or her forever, to build a family, have children and to build your life’s together without feeling bored with each other, then yes, he or she is the one.

Now, such questions, like “what do you seek from your partner which makes you want to be with him, or her?”, and “why do you love him, or her?”are the kind of questions couples today never take their time to ask themselves before venturing into a committed relationship. If asked, some people might eventually have answers to those questions sincerely, however, the trick is; If someone can really give a sincere answer to any of those questions, then it definitely means that he or she is or was never in love to begin with, yes, I just said that, and I will tell you why I said so.

If you have a reason to love someone, and that reason happens to be the foundation of your so-called love for that person, then you are not in love, because in such a circumstance, you are only experiencing the greatest illusionary feelings of all time, infatuation. Love on the other hand is unconditional, and it does not need an actual reason for its existence. Yes, it is possible to like a thing or two about someone, for instance, you can like her because she is very truthful and loyal, or she can like him because he is good and intelligent, but love does not need those traits as its reason to stick around or stay active.

That is why a girl can like a man because he is funny and playful, or because he is caring, rich and a good man, yet if she doesn’t love him, she will leave him for another who isn’t rich at all, or if she doesn’t have the mind to leave him just like that, then she will stay out of pity while cheating on him with another, and if she finally finds that courage to leave, then that is when she would give that famous line which says; “Emmm, I’m so sorry dear, trust me I like you a lot, you are a good man, but we cannot be together anymore, I am sure one day you will find someone better”.

Look at it this way, if you as a man loves a woman because of her big boobs and sexy body, then it means someday the feelings will fade away the moment she loses them as she gets older.

To the woman, if you love a man because he is rich, or handsome, or for whatever quality you admire of him; then those lovely, charming feelings and affection you once felt will suddenly disappear when those qualities are no more there, thus, leaving you with feelings of disgust and irritation.

Being in love is something our people has always experienced for the past few decades, meanwhile, as it is today, they have failed to sustain and maintain their relationship, some men become abusive and end up beating the very same person they claimed to have loved.

In this case, the women are not left behind, it now seems like our world has gone rogue and lost in the timeless world of relationship, hence the popular social media quote: “Love is scam, men are scum, etc.”

Now, this is the big question, is love truly a fraud?

Direct answer: No, Love is not a scam, I think it was you who saw infatuation and called it love.

Time has gone by, but more people are still mistaking lust for love, then when it falls apart, they end up with the conclusion that love is fraud and does not exist.

As the truth may be, you should know here that those women who date men for their money (that is, exchanging countless nights of sexual intercourse for certain amount of money, shopping, and so on) all are hiding under the umbrella of real relationship, they are all using these men in the name of “we are dating”,or “we are lovers”, these ladies under this categories do not fall in love, they only claim to have fallen in love when they see a well to do man.

However, when that man stops giving them money, they begin to discover all his shortcomings and faults which they never saw before, and when that happens, it becomes the beginning of an unfortunate and unexpected breakup, or divorce, (that is if it got to the level of marriage).

This group of ladies I speak of are not the regular prostitutes, or hooker-girls you know, they are just like the everyday responsible ladies you meet on daily basis, they are the type you ask out and either accepts you, denies you or trickles you many times before finally accepting you. They are the type that know their ways around the kitchen, who go to church every Sunday, who dress decently and looks very loyal both in appearance and character, they are the kind of girls who are either self-employed or, employed with a decent job, which means they cannot be perceived as jobless, instead they will be included into the class of ladies we all refer to as “hard working women”, or “wife materials”.

Yes, they are the type of ladies that tells a man she loves him and do not want to lose him, in which the man will believe, trust, and love her genuinely, not knowing that it is his money, his connection, or power she is after, and not him in person.

Such women only love you when they are benefitting something from you, be it money or anything else. So, because of these traits mentioned above, it will become so difficult to ever believe that these women (under this category of course) do not love genuinely, therefore, when they post or tell you that men are scum, definitely you would want to believe them because clearly they look innocent, and they appear very hardworking, responsible, and loyal. So, obviously you would want to think that; oh, men are the ones responsible for their numerous heart breaks, and they are in pain because of such men and the ladies have nothing to do with that. Hmm… really?

Of course, they had everything to do with it, they are or were never in love to begin with, thus, their past relationship has always been a lie from their perspective, and that’s not all, they are still unrepentant of their actions and still ready to move into the next relationship under false pretence, to accept a man because of their money, or whatever quality they desire from him, and not because they love him sincerely.

Today, our younger generation of women now sees such lifestyles as the norms of this century, they try to fit into such way of life, but most often they only succeed in getting themselves dumped by so many men who may have used them to either satisfy their sexual urges, or they may have killed them to take out some of their body parts/organ for sales, or maybe used them for rituals etc. These things happen every month yet these young girls never learn. Still they keep trying to copy the lifestyles of their mentors, to use their bodies to trap men who appear rich, or those with political power or entertainment connections.

After being deserted by their men, ladies under this category would at that point move on into another relationship with the same intention that got them dumped before, which is to date a rich man or someone who has something they need, someone they can use in the name of love.

And after some time, they always meet the same end, unless in a few rare occasions where the man is a cheat and doesn’t really care if she truly loves him or not, or maybe it’s a situation where the man never had any major life crisis like; an accident, a loss of job, or something that requires him to lose that very thing which stands as the foundation for the so-called love she has for him.

This is because, if for instance, he maybe had an accident and lost his legs, he would find himself in a situation whereby he would be needing his woman’s therapeutic support for a long number of years, now in such a scenario she would begin to feel pity for him, and not likeness anymore, or not even love, because that feelings she once had in the beginning would start fading.

A relationship that would work in such a similar circumstance will or, can only be if the lady in question has an undoubtedly unconditional love for him, but if she doesn’t, she will start sliding backward all of a sudden, in her eyes he would appear like a very big burden for her, therefore, at that point with time she would eventually start cheating on him and likely divorce him if she has the mind to do such in that kind of situation, well some do.

Nevertheless, if such kind of lifestyle is what she chooses for herself, then she will have to live with its future consequences, for instance, if she loved the man for his money and he still managed to remain active as a rich dude, which is the aspect of himself she is attracted to, then, there will come a day when she will end up feeling lonely in that relationship despite all the money she may have acquired from him.

Yes, there will come a time when she realizes that, despite all the money, something still feels off, like something is missing in her lovelife, that feelings of missing something, or not having enough of that thing in your relationship, yes, such feelings are very troublesome, even when you have the whole world at your feet, you will still find yourself feeling incomplete and sad.

Ultimately, in such a situation she would force herself into cheating on her man (in an attempt) to go out there and find that thing she believes is missing, that feelings of lullaby, that excitement, that actual feelings of love and a desire for some sweet romantic touches which triggers multiple rush of serotonin and adrenaline, flushing through your entire body, leaving you with a euphoric sensation of some kind.

Thus, while in that pursuit for an adventure and self-discovery of erotic and romantic pleasures, she may or may not be caught, whichever way, the consequences of her actions will be hers to bear, for nothing good has ever come from cheating.

LOVERS TIPS 2: IN RETROSPECT – THE STORY OF LOVE

The Af’rakan civilization yearns for massive awakening of its people, not just from religious indoctrinations, corrupt spirituality, or mental slavery in general, but also from wrong relationship ideas and sex-life spreading rapidly throughout the society like a virus, destroying the minds of teens, and adults in general. 

The marital union, courtship and, or the sex life of an average African man and woman 5,000 years ago is something to be emulated in this century, most especially in the areas of sacred sexuality which no longer exist openly in present time, and the ones that practice this form of sexuality only do so for their notorious occult purposes. 

That (5000 years ago) was the era of our great ancestors, it was a time when love and peace reigned throughout Africa, (though the occasional problems do occur), the lifestyles as displayed by the African women of that generation were superb and yes, there were no slave trades as at then, not even colonization or wars, at that time man was neither superior nor inferior to women, none were conditioned to act as a dictator within their relationship. 

Women on the other hand; were never inspired to assume superiority over their men either, unlike some of our so-called modern-day women. Lately, it is confirmed that most of these ladies are currently battling for the seat of power within their marital homes which eventually leads to marital conflicts, and then divorce, leaving their children to pay the prize (as usual). In those days both men and women were trained to stand by one another side by side, they were taught to share their unique features together, and then support each other in everything possible. They knew that the moment two opposite sex come together in marriage or in courtship, they no longer remain two different people, they become one, and they learn to work together as a single organism. 

The masculine was symbolized as the protector of the feminine because it is through her another life is brought into existence, she carries within her something precious, and that is her ability to procreate, that essence in her which creates passages for souls coming in from the other realms into this reality, that power is very powerful energy, and most women of this age do not know how powerful they are. So, the carrier of power will need her protector, the one who can bring her comfort and peace. 

Let us look at it this way; bees do not joke with their queen bee, that is why they can do anything to protect her. The feminine aspect of our existence is regarded as the nurturer, the mother, the bringer of life and inspiration, etc., thus, when the woman and her man work together as a single entity, they make manifest wonders, and they successfully reach the height of their successes, but when they turn against each other, they cannot grow well. 

The days of our ancestors (5000 years ago+) were the days when one would say love did exist in the society, at that time sexual intercourse were considered sacred rituals for the exchange of psychic/sexual energies between the man and the woman, either for the purpose of procreation or for the harnessing of their two sexual energies, directing its vibrations towards a course, or target through the practice of sex magick, (that is a topic which I will take my time to bring to you through the upcoming book;“The Art of Sex Magick –Let Us Pray, the Ancient Way”) 

Okay, with what I just said, someone might be wondering if the type of love experienced at that time is still the same as those experienced today, or if, something is missing from today’s love. 

Well, yes, in this century so many things are missing from that which we call “love”, and as it is, what people see and refer to as true love today is no longer the true love it used to be, truth be told; that pure unconditional love is quietly vanishing from our world and people are feeling unconcerned about it because they believe that what they are experiencing today is love and at same time it is also fun for them, therefore, it should continue to be. 

First of all, there is no such thing as “true love”, it is love, and love is already true in its nature, so, that compound word you know as “true-love” isn’t the right phrase for what you are trying to refer to, whenever you mention the word “true-love” you are referring to an actual love, the pure force of attraction which influences your whole being with euphoria and ecstasy. But wait a second, if that is the case, then where did that word true lovecome from? 

In the past people misplaced how an actual love felt like, that was why those who were heartbroken yeaned for something truer than what they were experiencing as at then, they saw how difficult it was for their people to attain such level of love in that generation, clearly they could see that their people had already embraced lust and infatuation as love, thus, there was need to differentiate between the actual feelings of love from the popular sentiments of lust scattered throughout that era. Subsequently, as time went by, the word “true love” came into existence, that is; it was created. 

That word, true love, was created to stand as the actual word for the real love which humanity had failed to conceive. With that word “true love”there was hope for something truer and better, something lasting and sweeter, something realistic, and when experienced, they would no longer feel heartbreak again, at least if one could merge with their true love, they would find happiness and rest of mind. 

Although, it was easier said than done, after years of fruitless labour for the search of their better half, they realized that they always ended up fruitless, what they hoped to find was their true love, as they called it, but unfortunately their journey only brought them back to their nightmares. 

Consequently, because of such experience, they gradually began to discard the existence of true love, even when few persons were said to have found theirs, including those whom were said to have died for their love, nevertheless, as time went by, that idea of a true love slowly turned from being realistic into a mere fantasy only found in fictional romance novels and bedtime stories. Thus, that was how the idea of “true love” finally became a myth 

Once two people are married or, in a serious affair, like courtship, they are no longer two different people, instead they learn to work together as a single organism.

KNIGHT FREDEL

I read on some of these social media pages on how some people are proudly asking others to abolish marriage from society. 

Truth be told, there will come a time when marriage will be countermanded by our generation, although, if that happens, then that would become the beginning of another confused era, and such wave of lifestyle would eventually push into a timeline when nothing makes any meaning anymore. 

To compensate for the existing confusion, more lifestyles would be brought on board, which would only turn out to be detrimental to our livelihoods. 

Back to the present day, love has changed from what it used to be to something entirely different, I cannot say this is an evolution of love, because this is not progression, rather it is a deviation from an unconditional, unlimited, and infinite pure energy to a conditional, limited, and temporary sensational energy. 

Many women today marry because of money, and not because of love and affection, that is why when that money is no longer there as it used to be, then, she would suddenly give up on the relationship. 

Although some of such ladies may not quickly breakup or request for a divorce, but her spirit and mind would no longer be there, at such point she would only pretend to be there while she cheats on the man with another man whom she thinks is better than him now. 

Ok, please note that I may have used women in this example, however you must know that these highlights are not just for women alone, they are meant for both men and women, respectively. 

Just as we have women who marry for money, today we also have men who also marry because she has lots of funds, or she is the daughter of a prominent man in the society. How about those men who marry out of lust for the woman’s body, or those who undertook the mission to marry her due to the incredible beauty she possessed. 

Okay, but when her beauty begins to perish, either due to childbirth or the approach of old age, they start looking elsewhere for someone younger and prettier to make love to, and that of course becomes the beginning of a cheating man, just like when a man no longer has money or last longer in bed during sex due to erectile dysfunction, the woman begins to look elsewhere for stronger men just for some good rounds of sex to satisfy her cravings for her sexual pleasures, or for those whose men can no longer afford their expensive lifestyles, they hunt the richer men for their monetary satisfaction. 

But if there is anything like love in that relationship she wouldn’t even think of cheating, she would rather seek for solution no matter how long it takes, she will never cheat on the one she truly loves, instead she would get herself a sex toy if the man can no longer perform on their sex life, and she would ask him to use them on her during their love making sessions. 

However, most men also need to understand that every woman needs a good round of sex to keep her energetic and active, lack of orgasm can lead to some sort of mode swings and depression, a man who loves his wife should find a way to understand how to satisfy their woman, every woman is unique, and there are other ways one can give her multiple squirts and orgasm. 

A lot of men out there only worry about themselves during love making, they forget that the woman needs that satisfaction too, she needs to release her past traumas or her inner sadness and depressing memories, or her deep-down negativities, thus, during an active love making, that moment when she sees her orgasm, at least twice in a role, she releases all her stress and traumas, she becomes free and satisfied. 

If there really is anything like love in that relationship, I am sure a man would always find a way to satisfy his lady to keep her comfortable and relieved after an exhausting day. 

Men also need it, no doubt but 95% of men out there only care about the pleasure they get during sex, that sweetness from their own ejaculation, once they experience it, they no longer care or worry about the lady they claim to love, because all they think of is to satisfy themselves at the end of the day, they believe the woman is created for men’s pleasure, unfortunately for them, such an idea is nothing but a fallacy that needs to be demolished. 

What many of our people don’t know is, love is rare, and sometimes it is hard to tell which is, and which is not, but one thing is certain, a man who loves a woman will always find a way to help her feel like a woman, to experience her orgasm to the fullest, he would study her body and features and understand what turns her on and off, well, same goes to the women. 

There was a day I was lecturing one of my students about these things, she wonders, and then asked me a question, it was a question which made me understand that truly, our generation needs to be enlightened, the answer which I gave to her question will be discussed on our next chapter. Although, here was her question, she said to me; “wise one, if what we have today in every corner of our society isn’t true love, then, what is it called? And in fact, what is love? 

Okay, first I want you to note that there is nothing like true love, it is either love, or it is not, for every love is true, there is no fake love, there is no partial love, there is only love. 

I truly understand that somehow, love still exists in our world today as I speak, although, based on my calculations, the NUMBER of couples who really are INLOVE is VERY scary to say, oh yes, that’s how BAD it really is, but what matters is, there are still some small percentages of couples who truly are in love, and that alone is hope for the hopeless, for love is, and will never remain a fantasy. 

LOVERS TIPS 3A: WHAT IS LOVE?

From the deepest interpersonal affection to the simplest pleasure, love encompasses a range of strong and positive mental and emotional states. For example, the love of a mother differs from the love of a spouse, which differs from the love for food. In general, love refers to feelings of strong attraction and emotional attachment emanating from the purest state of consciousness within us.  

Love is a powerful force that infuses feelings of attractions and joy, some say love is a scam, or does not exist, others say fake love is all they got and true love is hard to find, however, all those are just words, and they are not entirely true, after all, there is nothing like fake love or true love, for love is love, and that’s all it is. 

Today people look at infatuation and call it love, they do not understand the tendencies of true love, and when they find one, they tend to abuse it, by making him/her seem like a fool, and that is why it seems like love is so difficult to find in our time. 

For instance, there are those who lust among themselves and call it love, and when those feelings of infatuation finally fade, they break up with the conclusion that; “love is a scam”. 

So, that is how they ended up creating such false comments about love. Nowadays the ones who seek love mostly do not have a clue about what love really is, and do not have what it takes to love a person, they cannot and do not know patience, self-sacrifices, submission, and tolerance, etc. 

Now I am asking, where do you stand? Are you a lover, or one who just lusts after some handsome guys or beautiful girls, one who wants to have fun and all the beautiful pleasures you can find? In fact, have you ever been in love before? Or, at least, have you ever been loved before? 

These issues concerning love and relationship has destroyed many beautiful young ladies and men likewise throughout the past and in this present century, although the relationship crisis is worldwide but those in Africa which I have witnessed, tends to experience serious heart-breaking situations on weekly and monthly bases, I cannot say the same for the westerners, because I am not there right now, when I do, I shall update this page. 

Nonetheless, for now as the truth may have it, some relationship barely lasts a month, the moment they make love a couple of times, then it’s over, some have killed for it, others have taken their own lives because of love and heart breaks which forced them into many episodes of depression, that feelings of rejection and abandonment can move a man or a woman into self-isolation for a really long period of time. 

Some would heal at the end of such isolation, others become monsters who walk back into the path of love just to use and dump anyone they can find, just as their past lovers did to them, while a few others end their life, because their depression pushed them deeply into nurturing those feelings of hopelessness, as if, they no longer have the courage to live ahead, they feel so useless about themselves that they had to make it stop by ending their life. Please, do not blame them, we all do not have the same state of mind, nevertheless, it can happen to anyone, I mean; literary anyone. 

Love may not be emotional, but it can activate emotions and the force of attraction, love is the peaceful and undiluted energy of the universe, out of love comes the energy that brings things or persons together in harmony. Without love the universe would break, scattering the planets across time, thus our reality would disintegrate within itself, and humanity would be fighting each other physically in an endless war they themselves would have long forgotten it is cause, or who even started it. 

Unlike lust or infatuation, as far as love is concerned, no matter what you do, you cannot make the feelings of love go away just like that, and you cannot mentally rise above it because love is the celestial energy that sustains all life forms including everything else from the soul plane down to the least plane of consciousness. 

Meanwhile, lust is the sensual feelings attached with love, yet, if you end up in a situation where lust is all you’ve got on your table, then you are damned, in other words; such a union will not last at all, ‘cos the sensual and sexual feelings of lust depends solely on the presence of “love” in order to survive. 

Permit me to give you an example through this short narration: There was this man by name Charles who often lusts after his wife’s body, well that was perfectly fine since he really loves her to begin with. 

So, first, he is in love with his wife, therefore, the lust he felt for her was nothing more than his fervent desire for her body, her sexuality, and her affection. 

However, his wife’s body was not his main reason for loving her, he really loves her sincerely and does not have or need any reason for loving her, he just knows that they both share an extraordinarily strong bond together, and she too loves him dearly. 

Charles’s lust over his wife is entirely different from circumstances where a person lusts after someone’s body which becomes their core reason for desiring to date or have them, such isn’t love, that is lust and infatuation at work, sooner or later that person will get tired of that thing they see in their lover which pushed them into seeking their touch and sexuality, and if that happens, if the person succumbs to their lust by giving them what they seek, that is the sex and pleasures that comes with it, then that means the end of their relationship will soon come, because all they wanted was their body, not their love. 

Now, let us look at a situation where Charles wife, Rita, starts developing lustful feelings for her husband’s best friend, Diego. Let me give you a short narration of the incident between herself and her hubby’s best friend, how her feelings for him all started. 

It all began one hot afternoon after her usual shopping at the market, on that day she branched off to Diego’s residence to drop off a file as instructed by her husband. On getting there, she used the doorbell a few times but there was no response, then she knocked directly on the door, still no response from anyone. 

All these while she did not know that Diego had his headphone on, so he would not hear any external sound, not even a quake… 

Well, she got tired of banging the door, so she attempted to open and push, to her surprise, it wasn’t even locked, so she went in calling out his name, but still no answer, she went in further and there she heard his voice singing from the next room, that was his bedroom. 

She followed the sound of his voice, and it led her into his bedroom, she opened the door and suddenly, she saw her husband’s friend naked from head to toe, it seemed like he had just had a bathe. 

Now, on seeing Diego’s live nude right in front of her in flesh and blood, it immediately sent a rush of adrenaline up her spine, most especially after seeing that he has got what she had always wanted; a bigger and longer pillicock than her husband’s, that was her fantasy, and it has been right there all along. 

She is obsessed with big pillicock, that has always been her fantasy, and at that moment it was as though her fantasy was standing right in front of her, she could not resist, she wanted to go for it, but then tried to comfort herself for a while, and Diego? He has been lusting over her for long, I mean a beautiful woman with an orange-like boob, and great hip. He could not cover himself, he just stood there shocked and at the same time happy to see that look on her face. 

Thereafter, as the days went by, the feelings were nurtured and soon enough, due to lack of self-control and discipline, she ended up having sex with Diego, who also could not resist her seduction. 

Now, in such a case, it is obvious Rita doesn’t love Diego, instead she lusts after his body, which also means that; their infatuation will one day meet an end, with time she will get tired of him, nevertheless, she would still remain with her own hubby despite his smaller #penis, that’s because she actually does loves him. 

Although she lacked self-control and discipline, which is why she could not help but seek satisfaction from another to satisfy her urges and to embrace her fantasy which she had always thought of for ages, always wishing her man would do better when it comes to sex and affection. 

Such a situation only brings complications in a relationship, for it is very vital for one in a committed relationship to learn how to control his/her lusts and obsessions for whatever fantasies one may have nurtured within one’s subconscious. If you dig into the minds of lovers out there, you will find many, I mean so many fantasies which they kept locked up for ages but could not have them due to circumstances beyond their control. 

Love is pure and cannot be taken away no matter how much you try, it remains indestructible, however, there is one weakness, and that is your inability to control your obsessions for sex and materiality, when you are too obsessed, you end up seeking satisfaction from elsewhere because your own partner will no longer be enough for you; that is one of the reasons why many love stories today are tearing apart, okay, its story time! 

Let me tell you a story, this story is at the center of this magazine episode, because we have a whole lot to learn from it, from romance, to hidden desires which many lovers don’t say out loud yet attempt to find them from the arms of another, it contains tips to make your love making episodes richer through romance massages that inspires libidos, it is all here if only you can read between the lines. After the story comes the lovers’ tips. 

Now, go and unravel the Hidden Diary! But if you end up feeling really spoilt as you read the erotic scenes, you are on your own… #smiles. 

Oh, I almost forgot, just as we have talked about love, it would be appropriate if we also talk about sex before we move on to the next chapter.

From the deepest interpersonal affection to the simplest pleasure, love encompasses a range of strong and positive mental and emotional states. For example, the love of a mother differs from the love of a spouse, which differs from the love for food. In general, love refers to feelings of strong attraction and emotional attachment emanating from the purest state of consciousness within us. 

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LOVERS TIPS 3B: THE ART OF SEXUAL EXCHANGE – SEX!

What is sex? And what is love making? Some say they are two different things, are they? Quick answer, well, yes, and also no, sex is, and is not so different from love making, when two people who are not in love come together to have some sexual pleasures, they are said to be having sex, but when two people who are in love with each other come together for the same act, we say they are making love, only that, this time they are filled with strong affection for each other, thus, releasing into the atmosphere sensual energies vibrating within their bodies. 

Sex, is the process of exchanging sexual energies through intercourse, same with love making, however when the two parties are deeply in love, or married legally, then it is assumed that they are making love with each other, no big deal, that’s just the way it is, a man who invites a hooker over to his house only wants to have sex, no affection for her and no connection at all, just some erotic moments of sexual exchange. I needed to clear this before we proceed. 

First, a vast number of people in Africa grew up believing that sex is bad and evil, such an indoctrination passed unto them from a tender age always affects them in their adulthood. 

Today, I have seen young men who confessed to me on how much they dislike sex, they do not see it as a good thing at all. And now, because of their nature, they now choose to be with people of their kind, some end up as gay due to their inability to make love with a woman and feel good about it, they spend so much time with their gender who also believe sex is a sin, others end up masturbating so much that they become addicted to it, especially those who enrolled into the seminaries to learn and be given the chance to become Rev. Fathers in order to fully live the life of celibacy which mostly do not work as it is presented publicly, that is because some of these people end up having sex in secret, at the same time addicted to masturbation, and most of all, become gays. 

I finally got the chance to talk with few of the young men under this category who have hatred towards sex, I had to meet them one at a time in order to question them individually and when I was done, I could see that their childhood stories were all similar, I asked them how they feel after a sexual intercourse, they all gave the same answers individually, they told me they always felt this strong guilt after having sex either with someone, or alone through masturbation. 

Right there, I got my answers, you see, while growing up as children, they were all conditioned to hate sex, they used the various bible versions to preach in their Sunday schools, presenting sex as a bad activity practiced by sinners. 

They forgot that they can change their thoughts about anything anytime they want to, that is if they want to, as an adult whose childhood was full of numerous warnings and preachings against sexuality from those they looked up to, therefore in such a situation, they will grow up having those feelings of guilt right after sex and masturbation. 

Okay, that is just one of my answers, I have a second one, which is, men who were sexually abused as kids, this category of men grow up to hate sex and anything that has to do with it. One of the men I counselled said to me, when he was a kid, a baby-sitter, 35 years old, was hired to take care of his junior stepbrother, 3 years old, according to his narration, this female good-looking baby-sitter severely on many occasions abused him sexually, he was 13, she shuts him up with threats. 

Furthermore, she continued abusing him till he was 14. At age 15, a senior year student from the boy’s college he attended raped him repeatedly in his hostel room, although the rapist was later arrested but, the feelings, the trauma and anxiety never went away. 

Most women I have spoken to lately also belongs to this category who hate sex, because they were raped and abused sexually as kids, thus they grew up hating sex and anything that has to do with it. With my romance massage, I have touched and awakened the sensitive parts of such women in the past, I have made them love sex by healing them of their previous notions and traumas, most of their past traumas were released as they squirt along with my special mantras. 

The ladies under this category never knew they could see their orgasm talk more of experiencing it multiple times along with multiple flushes of squirts, all these happened without penetration of course, but to do this, I was given access to their vulva, with the rest of their body including their boobs, that is the way it is. 

The hatred towards sex has become a problem in most relationship, and either of their partners has done nothing to help the situation for them, instead they just climb on them to have sex, then they get down once they are done; for the men, they just get naked and begin having sex, no affection, nothing. 

This very issue is another reason many women cheats on their husband, do not get me wrong, I am not in support of them cheating but, these women are highly sexually sensitive women, and so deserves to be made to feel like the women they are. But, if after many years of being together all you do as a man is to penetrate her for 3 minutes and nothing else, then you leave, that means you have been starving your lady. 

You do not have to kill yourself on a steady 30 minutes sex, that will not even make her happy, a good round of sex mustn’t be all about penetrations alone, it can be a physical romance massage, the man needs to understand how the womans body works, all their most likely sensitive parts and locations, this will help guide them through the processes of the real sexual energy exchange, S.E.X. 

A man must not always make it seem like it is all about him, to use the women in satisfying himself alone, they need to find a way to understand the vulva of a woman and all its sensitive parts, with such understanding; a man can make his woman scream in ecstasy as they both make love together, she can experience multiple squirts and orgasm even before the man begins to penetrate her.

To read on the spiritual aspect and effect of sex, sex spirits and wet dreams, etc, Then, read our previous edition here…

 

IT’S STORY TIME: The Undercover Lover ❤

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As we know, every great and interesting story always begins with the phrase “Once upon a time,” I do not really know why, but it makes it sound captivating, or, interesting, right? Ok let me try it: 

Once upon a time, there were two lovers whose paths crossed in the most unexpected way… Oh wow, it sounds captivating and interesting already! 

They met during their university days, although one was graduating, while the other was matriculating, what a perfect synchronicity, seemed they were meant for each other, or were they not? 

Well, their love story started beautifully on that faithful day, Saturday 16th September 2012, no doubt, it was the type of love which many people would believe was beyond imperfection. 

The lady was an intelligent, strategic beauty plus brain, what a great combination all in one person! Although from a poor background, she had this philosophy that states poverty only exists in the mind,she believes as long as she knows what she is doing, she will definitely be at the top, so she does not believe she was poor, and she kept that belief alive by being good in anything she puts her mind in, for example: she has a good sense of fashion, good in business, and greatly intelligent as stated already because she studies a lot. 

She was this 26-year-old sweet and easy-going woman with a lighter complexion, and a slimy body posture with average but pointed boobs and a great hip, her skin as bright as the rising sun, she’s got this curly long black hair, sometimes she braids, and other times she weaves, whichever hair she keeps, she always appears like an enchantress, irresistible and charming. 

Rumours had it that, she enchants whoever looks into her eyes directly, some men would refer to her as the medusa, for she was said to have frozen dozens of men as she walks pass them. 

Her shape, uhm… well, I just said she was slimy with a hip, right? Oh well, I never went into details, ok she was these 5 feet unrepentant and unapologetic “figure eight “, with medium sized boobs, em… it was remarkably firm, soft, and tender which of ‘cos seems tempting to touch, hypnotizing to men dying to have closer view of its pointed tits piercing through her blouse… 

Her eyes! Rumours were spread across the streets by those who had met her beauty, they concluded she got cat eyes, sharp and seductive, oh you do not want to talk about her smiles, they are not negotiable. 

You want to know her name? She is Sophie Ajie, and she was such an exceptional character! 

The very year she got her admission into the university was the exact year Frank was graduating from the same school. 

Frank Chinedu, also known as Nedu by his close associates, was a kind and good-looking young man in his early 30s, punk but low hair style, not fat and not slim either, he looks smart with a nice athletic physique. 

On that day, Sophia was walking into the university premises for the first time, well, as a lady with no rich parents, she really did a good job on her appearance, personality and behaviour in order to fit in perfectly with the world outside the confide of her home, and as it seems, her personal homework paid off because, she did appear smarter and more intelligent than most so called big girls in campus. 

The way she speaks with a tender soft tune makes a man speechless, that happened as she approached the entrance to the school, just by the front of the gate, she kindly asked the security man standing there for guidance to the girl’s hostel since she does not know which way to go. 

At the sight of Sophia, the man melted in her presence, all she wanted from him was a quick direction to the girl’s hostel, but he was lost at the sight of her beauty and enchanting voice, she asked again and all he did was smile at her, asking her name, and if she could give him the honour to be her guide, he said it in a way of flirting with her, and when she got pissed and walk away towards the gate, happily he started saying: “Aphrodite’s has come to school! May the earth mother be blessed oh great epitome of love and beauty.” 

She looked around and saw how everyone was smiling and staring at her, she said to herself, ‘not again, oh goodness me.” 

She walked into the school environ towards the security post just by the gate from the inside, she wanted to ask another security officer for direction to the girl’s hostel, but her tender and innocent voice just made things worse as all they did was stare and praise her beauty flirtatiously. 

This is the kind of beauty that could make a man look at himself, and thank God he is a man, for if he is not, he would miss the opportunity to engulf such beauty into his arms, holding her, kissing her, or making love to her, but……. 

Not every man had that chance with her, for all they did was wish she were theirs, yet she was not, for she mingles with the man of her choosing. 

Just then, Frank came along, could this be fate or coincidence, I mean why must it be Frank at that time when she was feeling exhausted and disappointed, why could not it be someone else, well, I guess its fate then… He was heading out of the school premises and walking towards the gate, he was looking sad and walking angrily towards the gate after hanging off from a call, and that was the exact time Sophia was trying to get her directions from those security men who instead tried to flirt with her. 

She felt really embarrassed by their reaction towards her, she was unhappy and tired, next she taught of going back outside the gate to get some airtime to call someone instead; in that moment of disappointment, she drowsily took two steps backward towards the gate exit and turned around to leave. Unfortunately, as she did, she jammed with Frank who was also trying to leave through that same exit, instantaneously they hit each other by accident which almost threw her down, nonetheless, Frank quickly caught her in his arms before she could fall to the ground, and that was when their eyes met. At that instant, everything changed. 

Franks anger with whoever he was talking with on the phone totally disappeared, and Sophias stress and disappointments were all gone for good, they both felt this warmth which made them smile at each other, it felt like all the troubles of the world was gone. That was the moment that changed their life. 

My dear reader, that was the beginning of their love story! 

Just after raising her up, he apologized even when it was not his fault, he not only directed her to the girl’s hostel, but he also took her there all by himself, and they had a fruitful chat along the way which went well anyway. 

Three weeks later, they met again, and there they had their first kiss, their dating experience was beautiful, no matter how little she had, she was always ready to share, but one thing was clear, she is never ready to share her man with anyone! 

How much longer will these feelings continue to stay, will I be damned if it ever stops, why am I so in love?All these thoughts were pouring down and out of her subconscious while her heart was racing like a horse on a chase! 

Smiles, that is all she does when she thinks of him, what about Frank? What does he do when he thinks of her? 

Oh, he gets motivated to meet her again, his energy at such moment increases with an enforcement to complete whatever task he had at hand so that, he would go to her, hold her hands, and tell her how much he had missed her all day long. 

This was the extent of their love, and so, it was clear they were soul mates, but were they? Or was it some random piece of lust and infatuation trying to find its peak in the middle of their friendship? 

At first, she was unaware that he was a well to do man, until a month later after their first kiss; he took her to his house and his shop/showcase and office, and that was when she knew him well! How would she know anyway, when their love had taken the best part of them, I guess it felt like being born again, but then, he showed her all of him, and she, in return, did the same, she brought him home six months later and to be truthful, Frank was loved by her parents. 

One year later after she brought him home to see her parent, Frank asked Sophie to marry him, he requested to engaged her, and she said yes, then they promised each other they would get married the moment she completes her studies in 2 years and 6 months’ time. 

Sophie’s parents where not rich and so they mostly struggle to raise their daughters school fees, and other little cash for feeding, but the guy, he was quite ok, well, a business man, young and talented, he trained himself through struggles, he was an orphan and an only child of a late single mother, He promised to support his future wife in school and also, to lighten the burden for her parents. 

Sophie and Frank were incredibly happy and good together, there were times Frank would visit her hostel, they would sit in the school’s love garden (as it is called)talking about themselves and fantasizing about their future. 

Along the line they would end up having a kiss, just like that late evening at the love garden, Frank touched her softly and caressed her through. Yes, it was almost getting dark, and the students were off the garden, despite that, they still sat there together and wished their feelings would never end. 

It was on this very day they made love for the first time, that was few days after she said yes to his marriage proposal, how did that happen? 

Frank sat on the field and rested his back against a tree while she sat on top of his legs, facing him directly. They kissed slowly, it went deeper, and the energy got intense, the passion, the vibes, the feelings all came forcefully at the same time and both were unable to resist the urge, there he slid her blouse upward and gulfed out her firm looking boobs, he caressed and kissed her through her neck and down to her nipples, suckling and licking her tits like a lollypop. 

Now, standing face to face with Frank were two firm boobs projecting into him the energy like an adrenaline rush enchanting him into giving her the best sex she had ever had, and right there he made his way into her. 

She moans as he dived in his tool into her wet passage! It was a sweet sensation and a magical harmony flowing through her every nerve, she moans louder than the cat’s meow, even the night birds could hear her tender moaning’s, whistling into her brain the sensations leading to euphoria, powerless she seemed, yet eager to ride through the sugariness of her lover’s cock, crushing through her very being was the desire for more, for all she wanted was a nonstop passionate moment of enthusiasm. 

Love they say is like a rush of serotonin, dopamine, with a high blend of adrenaline flowing through every nerve and giving your whole body a sense of height and might! 

Just like two soulmates on a stunning night, enchanted by the sensual vigor of the full moon, walled by candle lights, engulfed with soft classical music, red roses, and their sexuality full of electrical charges, ready to spark up their inner flame. 

They made that evening a remarkable one, in fact, this might be the best evening Sophia had ever given to Frank, and vice versa. Now, for the days that came after that evening, opened a page into a new chapter of their relationship journey where Franks busyness at work became nothing but a distraction to his romance expedition with Sophia. And that begs for the question of responsibility from Frank and discipline from Sophia; that is, if she would cope with him to stay weeks without his touch and cuddles? 

As I always say, a man becomes a man when despite his busy schedules, he still is available for his lady, for both parties are like two different beings living and working as a single organism. Balance must be met between work and romance; after a stressful day, a man and a woman need a shoulder to lean on. 

But, at that early moment of their relationship, their love story was like that of Romeo and Juliet without the part involving dying. The sweet romance and affection which made them feel like they are never going apart. 

It was no different for Sophie and Frank, for they seemed like the happiest couples in that era, or… so they thought! 

But then… Something happened! 

Well, as I always tell my students, “Every sweetness attained, is a conquered trial.” If you want to keep the frequency of success in anything, then you must be ready to pass through the tests; if you must achieve completion in life to fulfil your destiny, then you must be ready to pay the prize, for no good thing ever comes without trials and sacrifices… 

Those are my words, in a popular quote, it was said that; if you must pluck a rose, then you must be ready for its thorns. 

Meanwhile, when you look at how their love story began, you would believe that theirs was beyond inadequacy and imperfection, for they were really meant for each other, as it seems, or can I say; crazy for each other. 

Yes, they were crazy in love, just like the day they boarded a cab from Franks shop to her school, that day was a moment they never forgot in a hurry, the enticement, the feelings, and uncontrolled sensation which led to an intense romance and sexual touches at the back seat of the cab they booked, now that was a real definition of crazy indeed! 

Sophie is a natural and unapologetic girl, and Frank? So unable to resist the sensual energy of his soul mate, or… where they soulmates, or just another random infatuation manifesting itself within the thoughts of both! Well, we will see about that as we continue. 

Now, all these experiences may seem like their love was, as I earlier stated, beyond imperfection, though, as the truth may be, their relationship must be tested as it is, and if their love was, or is anything realistic, then, they will survive such stormy days together, just as they also enjoyed all their sweet moments together. 

Ok, let us now fast forward to the present day, First week of June 2016. Yes, something happened; there were some serious issues with Frank’s business. 

He had a very tremendous loss, and this crippled his entire business, which of course made him really broke, the matter even became obvious as his shops no longer houses many goods and products as it used to, it was empty, and so his clients and customers reduced in numbers. 

Those who had earlier ordered products from him kept pestering him to deliver, but the resources had been stolen from his shops by his apprentice, and that got Frank into the police lockup many times, until he had to sell his car to refund all those customers with an apology. 

These whole circumstances made him unable to provide for his girl as much as he used to, he also failed to get her school fee’s as he promised, but Sophies parents were grateful for the ones he had done, because without his help, they would have not succeeded in their daughter’s school expenses right from the first year up to the 4th year which is where she is at this time. 

Sophie also showed some gratitude and kept encouraging him too, he was really in love with her, and he could do anything to make her happy, so he sold his lands on her fourth year so that she can pay up her school fees and bills, plus other bills since her parents were so down financially. 

Well, this was the school year when Sophie was to finish her studies and it did not end there, this was the time of her life when she also began to join her schoolmates in making wrong relationship choices, oh so it seemed like. However, since Frank has become too broke for close to two years now, and no longer looks flashy and no more cars to drive around as well, the worst of all, he feels depressed, thus no longer active when it comes to love making or romance… 

Due to these, she started seeing someone else, someone who has more money or so it appeared like, since whenever Frank calls her phone requesting for their usual weekend hang out, she would mention a calculated excuse or a pre-planned reason to disappoint him. 

Frank began to feel even worse, he went to her parents to lay down his complains since she has completely avoided him, she also doesn’t pick his calls either, and when she does, she must always bring up a superior excuse to cover her tracks, her parents were not happy about the development, they promised to do something about it but whenever they try to talk to her, she avoids them by claiming Frank is depressed and feeling insecure since he lost his business and so he is having a post anxiety issue thinking all the time that he was going to lose her too. 

The parents did not believe her because they met Frank and his mode and personality did not feel like it, especially his complaints and proofs were clear, they tried to talk to her, but she refused to listen. 

One day Frank came to see her parents as usual, and they told him what she said, this got him to the nerves because they were lies, yes, he is depressed but never has he been diagnosed with post anxiety syndrome, all he just needed was his lover back and so maybe with her smiles and happy moments would encourage him again, but she isn’t there for him anymore. 

So, this time Frank called her in the presence of her parent’s, and she did not pick up his call, he called up to two times, and when he was about to dial her number the third time, she dropped a text instead, the texts says and I quote: “I am in the market with friends, its weekend and we want to get ingredients for soup, talk later”. 

They waited for 5 minutes, and he suggested that her parents call her with their line to ask where she is; they did and she picked immediately, when they asked her where she is, Sophie said she was in her hostel room, with the sound of her voice and the background, it clearly shows she was in school. 

They were speechless as they hung up, feeling ashamed in front of Frank and at same time incredibly angry with their daughter, they called her again requesting her presence the next day. 

It was Sunday afternoon, rank arrived by 1pm, and waited in the sitting room discussing with the father while the mother was by the frontage selecting beans, soon after, it was 2pm, when a white jeep road into the compound, it was Sophie and a fair young man, they walked into the frontage of her parents’ house, she hugged her confused mom, while the dad rushed out to see what was happening, Frank remained indoors to observe from there at the moment. Sophia introduced the guy to her parents, in her voice she said: “mom, dad, this is Ken, he wanted nothing more than to see you two today”. 

They exchanged pleasantries, and when they were seated at the frontage, her mom asked Sophia who the guy is to her, she said “oh, he is my fiancé, he wants to discuss with you so that you’ll can pick a date for the introduction ceremony… in her soft tender voice she continued excitedly: he wants to come with his people, mom, dad he wants to marry me! 

But before she could complete that sentence, her father angrily shut her up… 

All this while Frank was just in the sitting room seeing everything, though he was dumbfounded, yet he kept asking himself repeatedly if this was a dream or something else, his one and only Sophie wants to get married to someone else? 

Sophia’s dad had suggested that he comes earlier before the time they gave Sophie to come, so that they can all sit down and settle everything finally, but they refused to let her know Frank was going to be a part of the meeting, otherwise she would not have honoured the meeting. 

Now, after hearing everything she just said, it was beyond his expectations. He froze on his seat, flashing back to the sweet moments they spent together, their promises to never leave each other no matter what, their crazy sex in the car, their outings to the biggest restaurants in town, and those evenings they strolled together playing and stoning each other with their ice cream wetting themselves with it, and chasing each other around with loud laughter’s and warm hugs then to the love garden where they sat on the low grasses, together they would kiss and when people begin to dismiss gradually, they would make love right in the garden. 

All those beautiful moments kept flashing through his minds, he suddenly released tears, but at once held back himself… 

He put himself together, and managed to walk towards the exit out of the sitting room, the moment he made his way outside, his eyes caught up with Sophie’s eyes who startled in fright, she never knew he was inside, and the next shock of his life was seeing her so called fiancé, he did not believe his eyes, it was like a nightmare, the only words that came out of his mouth was; is this a sort of joke! What is happening here right now? 

The young man, Ken was so scared and shocked, he did not know if to go down on his knees or to run away into his jeep and drive off. 

At this point there was so much guilt on Ken’s face, he seemed troubled, turned around many times and thinking of getting the heck out of here but, Sophia, he cannot leave her, he loved her so much and it is killing him badly the obvious choice involves running away without her! 

The story began to seem complicated, and so Sophia’s dad broke the silence by asking Frank if he had ever seen Ken before? 

Frank said in a low voice at first, directing his words to Sophia’s dad, he said to him; that is Ken my apprentice, he was the same boy who stole a large sum of money from my company two years ago along with products worth more than 5 million naira, he is the reason why I am really broke today, the reason why I lost everything, sold my car, sold my land, got humiliated at the police station so many times! 

Sophia’s dad shouted… called his daughter and asked her why must she choose to drop down the man who has been there for you throughout your school, for the one who stole from him, is that how I trained you? 

Sophia’s mom was sitting speechless and waving her head in pity and shame. She was unable to utter a single word… 

Frank asked him; Ken, what did I ever do to you? I gave you everything, treated you as equal, I picked you up because you were an orphan just like me, I was going to set you up later to have your own business, and you chose to steal from me my career, a business which I built from scratch, then you also stole my woman, the love of my life! What are you waiting for to take my life too…? 

Ken pitifully asked him to forgive him, promised to give him back all he lost with interest, told him how big he has made it, tried to beg him and claimed he has been in love with Sophie from the first day, he claims that she completes him and they could not control themselves and it just happened, he said he was so sorry. 

But is “sorry” enough to heal this injury which has brushed Frank so badly damaging his very reason to smile and now he can’t even do his weekly contribution to the orphanage as he had been doing for years, he was the reason why the Orphanage community in town survived this long, that was his home, and he vowed to continue to make them his family. 

Just one tiny move destroyed so much in his life, he said. 

Ok, so, the young man was his apprentice, by name Kenneth Nwachukwu, ever since the incident with his business two years ago, Frank has been looking for him since then, the same person whom Sophie had sworn to arrest the moment she sets her eyes on him, so Frank asked her, to explain what happened, and what is her excuse now? Or was she in collaboration with him all these years to ruin his life and run away with his money and business properties/goods? He screamed at her to explain herself at once! 

Guess what came out of her mouth, you will not believe it, as Frank screamed at her with so much anger and sadness in his eyes, she felt so much ashamed of herself, she felt bad for having hurt the man she once loved and she turned to Ken and waved her head, though Ken was confused at first, but later he felt what she meant was follow up and do nothing. 

Again, Frank raised his voice walking towards her asking if she can no longer speak, she was startled by the anger in Franks voice, she has never seen him this angry before, she started shivering with the fear that Frank would beat her up for the first time in her life, and the next thing that came out of the air was: “I tricked him!!!”. 

There was an abrupt silence, everyone looked up at her and on each other, there was confusion in the air… After a few seconds, Frank broke the silence and asked her with a low tune: you did what?Then, again, she repeated herself; I tricked him! 

Frank asked her: who did you trick? 

She said: Ken! I tricked ken…. 

…… Yes, trust me, I knew you were here, so I had to bring him down this afternoon. 

She continued: I have been tricking him all these whiles since I left and stopped coming close to you, if I did, he would think we are together and would run away, I told him we are not and had to prove it by my actions… Today I just had to bring him here, so you would arrest him, or do not you trust me anymore? 

Ken was so lost and mixed-up with confused feelings, he didn’t know whether to run, or cry at the mention of police, he said to himself that she loves him so much and she wouldn’t do this, maybe she had a plan, yet he felt like making a move, but Sophie looked at him with a sign and waved her head again asking him to cool down. 

At that time, Frank was busy asking her dad if he knew about this plan all along, but he said no, that he himself is still surprised but then, if this turns out to be true, then his daughter has done well to have lured this man to him. 

So, Frank turned towards her, but before he could say a word further, Sophia grabbed Ken immediately from his back, holding him as though hugging him from his back, and she begged Frank to help as he was struggling to run, she stylishly and secretly whispered “play along, trust me” into Ken’s left ear as she was trying to hold him back. 

Well, for now, the confused Frank held his emotions aside and apprehended the criminal who was about to flee into his jeep. They called the police and got him arrested. 

Later that evening, in the same compound, that is Sophia’s family house, they were having dinner together, while she was making fun of her parents and Frank who were now smiling and laughing with her, she was like a heroin that night, she made fun of the situation, she was like, “if you see ‘Nadu’s face, he wanted to cry”, and “daddy was like shut up, shut up, I said shut up”, they all laughed to her humours. 

Well, to her, she had won the game. In a few days’ time Ken will be convicted in court and all the funds he stole and the new cars and jeeps, including the properties he bought with Franks money will be reversed back to him, with that he will return to his feet. 

After the dinner at Sophia’s house, Frank had to return to his house, Sophia joined him alone, he felt happier than he had ever been in two years. 

They got a cab, and on their way to his house, he kept smiling and thinking of what he could do to thank Sophia, he was so happy she could possess such courage to get back at Ken for what he did, and he was also happy that Ken actually returned with enough money to pay back for all he stole from him, including the damages he caused. 

Then he asked himself two last questions: how did she know he was at her parents’ house? Then, how did she know where to find Ken? 

He taught for a while but could not get any answer that actually makes sense, then he thought of asking her directly, but before he could do so, the cab came to a halt, they reached their destination, his residence, well, he dismissed the thoughts from his mind, and decided to trust her by her words. 

Later that night while they were lying down together, she said to him; my love, you know I do not intend to hurt you, but I got to keep the act real, you see, it was like a spy job, and I had to remain undercover you know, so he wouldn’t find out. You know I cannot disappoint you dear. 

Frank said to her: All the years of watching spy movies, so it paid off…  (they both laugh) 

A few days later, Frank was ready to dive into the courtroom for the case between himself and Ken, his former apprentice. The day came for them to visit the court for the matter which had turn Frank apart for over two years, turned him from a bright rich man into a beggar who begged for everything including begging his woman to visit him which she always had an excuse to give, she never ran out of one. 

As the story has turned out, she has claimed to be working undercover trying to lure the criminal, Ken into a tight space with Frank so he can be arrested for good, and because of that, she had to change her attitude with Frank for a long while to keep the acts. 

But was that true? Or just another game created by Sophia to further play her man, Mr. Frank Chinedu, or could this really be true, if yes, then it is more than obvious she has become the hero of this story, I think… 

Ok let us find out what happens next, for this is truly a story from the hidden diary! 

Time check, 10am, case was fixed for 11am, and just then, their lawyer called, Sophie took the call telling him they are on their way. 

Frank followed suit in dressing corporate too, although he wore checkered sleeve and black trousers, well tucked with black shoes. And so, they moved on, it is time to get back his wealth. 

As it was, they arrived court by 10:43am, they met with their lawyer who debriefed them, Frank especially, while they were talking, the police van drove in with ken being dragged out of the van with cuffs on his hand and legs, he was escorted into the court along with his lawyer. 

At the sight of Ken and his lawyer, Sophia felt a bit anxious, and she said softly to herself, what does he need a lawyer for, he is guilty, right? Isn’t he? 

Franks lawyer said of course he is, but he is just …. maybe trying his best to at least fight back! 

Ok, to cut a long story short, Ken was brought in, and the case began, it got to a point where the Judge noticed complications in the case, and these impediments were coming from Kens lawyer because majority of his points were drafted on lies with fake evidence. 

He earlier made sure he set up Frank into admitting to a client on a phone call that Ken was his apprentice and he hasn’t paid him his sendoff money, he got the call recorded and lots of explanation made cut off, and reedited to seem like he was confessing that Ken was innocent and he doesn’t want to pay him after his service years were over. 

This dubious act was a chance to give Ken a 60% prospect of winning the case, even though he is guilty. 

But when Ken saw the face of his former master Frank, he suddenly remembered long forgotten memories of himself and Frank, as well as how he arrived at his doorstep. 

He recalled how he (Frank) was so good to him from the start, he flashed back to how he picked him up from the street, he is a Ghanaian orphan who lost everything including his parents and siblings on an accident that faithful day on their way to Nigeria via road transportation, he was only 14. 

After the accident he struggled out of the car, begged in the street, and made his way to Nigeria where he survived alone, until he bombed into Frank five years later, (when he clocked 19), and ever since Frank had never left him to surfer. 

He cared for him as though he was his baby brother, and himself being an orphan too who was lifted by another, he decided to do the same for ken, he also promised to pay him 10 million naira once he is good enough in the job, so he will start his own business in another town of his choice. 

Now, at that point he felt pity and tears rolled down his eyes as he watched his lawyer defending him with lies. 

Stop! Ken shouted to cut off his lawyer. Everyone turned to his direction, surprised, the judge pulled down his glasses a bit with a shocking facial expression, wondering why he was angrily stopping his lawyer from going ahead with the explanations in his favour. 

His lawyer asked him if he wanted to say something, he shouted at him again to just stop! 

Just stop, please stop lying! Stop it! I cannot take this anymore, all this evidence we presented are fake, so, please stop what you are doing. I am so sorry! Ken Said… 

He turns to the court, looked around him and saw how confused the entire court was, then his eyes met with Sophia’s, and while looking at her, he said he also wants to confess everything right from the first day to this day 

This would be like a confession against himself, and his sudden change of mind surprised everyone even more, including Sophia, her mom and dad who were also present in court. 

Sophia was the most shocked at that moment; her smile and happy face suddenly turned dark at the mention of confession, especially because of the way Ken was sadly looking directly into her eyes right before asking the court to let him confess… 

She said to herself, what if all these dramas with him condemning his own lawyer and acting all emotional are all part of his plans to tricky buy the courts trusts to agree with his confessions which might eventually be some made up stories. She became so worried. 

Franks Lawyer quickly turned towards the judge taking permission to question Ken before anyone else could speak further, and so he did ask him, to tell the court if he was really guilty of what Frank has accused him, told him that, this is the most important part of this case, to know if he is guilty, before they will then listen to his confession to see why and how he did them. 

Well, Ken boldly, but sadly pleaded guilty to all charges made by Frank, his ex. Boss, and this wowed everyone. Even Franks lawyer shouted wow, then asked again to be sure, and Ken returned with the exact same response. 

Franks lawyer turned to the Judge and said that is all he has for now, then goes to his seat. 

At this point his lawyer could no longer handle being quiet, he stood up telling the judge that Ken is not in his right senses for now and they need to take 5, that he is highly intoxicated by emotions and lies perpetuated by Frank and his lawyer! 

He also said his client (Ken) is acting not by his will but the will of another, he turns to Ken and tries to shut him up by telling him not to allow their threats to force him into confessing to a crime he did not commit. 

Yet, against his lawyer’s advice, he said a big NO. Told him and everyone that no one is forcing him to say anything, and neither is he being threatened by someone, instead it was his actions that threatened the life and wellbeing of a good man, and right now he (Ken) is ashamed of himself! And if that is the case, then confession is the right step to take now in correcting his mistakes. 

He begs the court to hear him out because he has a whole lot of secrets he wants to reveal. He pleaded repeatedly, asking the court to grant his audience the chance to make his confession known, including particularly valuable information everyone needs to know, which he had hidden from Frank years before he did what he did and disappeared. 

That part caught the attention of the judge, he wants to know what he was talking about, same to Frank and his lawyer. 

The Judge called out Franks lawyer to question Ken, he came up to him and asked him if truly he was under a threat before now, and if any of those things his lawyer explained now were true. 

He looked at his lawyer… waited a while, the lawyer nodded his head in affirmative, meaning he should go on and say yes… 

But he turned down his head instead and said a big NO! 

Ken – No, they are lies, all of them 

Franks lawyer: what? You mean none of what your own lawyer said is true. 

Ken: Yes, I am sorry. 

Franks lawyer: are you accusing your lawyer of lies and deceit? 

Ken: if you put it like that, well, yes would still be the answer, and please, I am so sorry, it was all my fault, I should have not accepted them when he brought the ideas, I should have stood my ground, but now, memories of the past, memories of how I got saved and got here in the first place kept hunting me now, and I can’t bear it any longer. 

He (Ken) quickly continued to explain in front of everyone that his lawyer was the one pushing him to lie against Frank, he said, their evidence was all lies and they personally and intentionally created them to set up Frank, including the phone call recording was edited and finetuned to suit their fake reports. 

While he was saying all this, his lawyer was angrily looking at him in shame, he sat down slowly and remained frozen, looking at him in shock, and unable to move or shake his head. 

Franks lawyer then told the judge he is done, and goes back to his seat, the judge looks at Kens lawyer and asked him if he has anything to say in his defence, but he said nothing, he asked him again and still he kept mute. 

Then again, Ken pleaded with the court to grant him a few minutes to confess to everyone, especially to Mr. Frank, and he also added that he had something else to say, something which no one would have thought possible. 

When he was asked to mention what he is talking about, he suddenly went mute for a few second, sighed and said; she is the love of his life “the first woman he has ever really fallen in love with.” 

He continued after a long silence – 

Her name is …. (silence, and facing down, feeling sorry for himself) 

At that point there were whispers coming from the courtroom, low voices talking and murmuring… 

Now, Franks lawyer said to him, would you like us to bring you a sheet of paper to put it down if it is hard to say. 

He said no, then he looked up at Sophia whose face looks like someone who is cold and wants to cry, she shook her head sideways trying to make tell him to stop, but he took a deep breath and looked away, then said her name, “Sophia Ajie”. 

(Suddenly there was silence in the court room for good 30 seconds) 

Frank was dumb the entire moment, then Ken repeated himself this time fluently he said, “her name is Sophia Ajie, and she is sitting right here in this court today”.
Frank could not take it anymore; thus, he stood up, broke the silence by calling him a liar! He then turns to Sophia and asked her to tell the court it is not true, but she just sat there breathing so fast, with heavy drops of tears flowing down her beautiful chick and face. 

Frank thought it was her emotions getting the best part of her, so he held her close and told her not to cry, he asked her to hold tight and tell everyone she is innocent, he tried to cheer her up to stand up and say “no it isn’t true”, meanwhile, she couldn’t say a word, instead she remained frozen. 

At that moment there was chaos and confusion in the air, murmuring and side talks, the case which finally met a headway with the accused pleading guilty, had suddenly become distorted and more complicated. 

Oh, poor girl, now her silence seems to agree with Ken’s accusation, some said Ken was saying the truth, they both had an agreement, but it seems her decision to drag her into the police custody pretending to be the good one has backfired, or is there more to this? 

The judge ordered the court to be silent because the shouts and name calls, loud talks and confused whispering all waving through the courtroom were getting out of hand. The judge seemed to have had enough of the chartering’s and noises, thus, his decision to hit his desk and use a louder commanding voice to order the court for some silence. 

When the air was calm again, and the weeping’s from Sophia had sufficed, the now judge said to Ken – 

Judge – Listen, you will now use this time to confess everything you know to the court, but remember not  

hide anything, we want the truth, therefore tell us everything we need to know, do you understand? 

Ken – Yes, my lord. 

Judge – You may now continue with your confession. 

At that moment, the silence was further sustained, everyone was listening carefully, ready to listen to what this young millionaire has to say, yes, through the investments he made from the stolen money and goods, he eventually applied everything his mater had taught him, and he became so rich. 

So, he began his confession, starting from the very moment his seed of destruction was planted, where all these matters began to nurture and grow. 

Frank has been blinded all these whiles, but he still doubts everything he is hearing in court, because to him, there was no way such an activity would have happened in his presence, or even in his absence, he kept thinking his brains out, and decided to remain open minded, and listen to the confession ken has to make.

THE TRUE CONFESSION

The time has come to break open the chest, it was like opening the pandora’s box, no one knows what to expect, but they sure knew that, whatever was locked inside that box should have been left shut and thrown into the deepest part of the ocean for the sake of sanity.

They also knew that, the box could contain a sort of curse that would infect their relationship forever, oh, just like the pandora’s box indeed.

Well, let us begin; back then when Ken started working with Mr. Frank Chinedu, everything was of course going well, they were good together, he was, and had always been a fast learner and a hardworking boy, and it continued that way for some years until he met Sophia, which was the same year his boss (Frank) graduated from the same university where Sophia found admission.

According to Ken’s confession, they (himself and Sophia)both had feelings for each other, it was a type of feelings which they both could not control, however, they had to become good at hiding their feelings, until Frank began to neglect her sexually due to his busy schedules at work, and they were unknowingly given the opportunity to blossom what they had been keeping inside for long, at the same time learn to become careful enough to hide their traces throughout those years.

He told the court that, whenever his boss travelled on a short business trip or meetings sometimes eventually took longer than expected. Such a business trip usually takes Frank an entire day, and since it’s in another state, he habitually does not return on same day, so to keep his business activities consistent on the run while he was away, someone he trusts had to handle the office tasks and duties, while Ken handles the shops. So, Sophie does come around to carry that mantle for him.

She was doing this for some time without any issue until that unfaithful day, before Frank left, he called her first and let her know he would need her at the office urgently because he was leaving for an emergency business meeting in another state. Although they had planned to meet earlier that evening since it had been long, they had a night out together, but it seemed that it had to be cancelled this time again.

Well, she agreed and one hour later, she came in as usual, but unfortunately couldn’t leave at the usual closing time due to the terrible rain which came pouring and thundering heavily with strong stormy winds pushing anything it sees on its way, creating panic and cold. Many shops lost their goods and products on the said day, because the storm came unexpectedly and unannounced.

So, because of that ongoing storm, they had to manage themselves by locking up the main shops while they find shelter inside the office, thus, hoping the rain would stop, they however, left the generator on, and closed the glass doors and curtains because the storm was really that heavy.

Now, that was where they began talking to each other about life and finally about themselves, along the line she seems to recall an old incident which made her laugh out loud, then she asked Ken about the day she came into the office for the first time, she asked why he was looking at her as though he had seen a ghost. So many times, she had been meaning to ask him, but they haven’t really conversed that much.

This question made Ken smile shyly, which made her smile too. She asked him again, and told him not to be shy, she asked him to feel free to tell her anything.

Ken said he doesn’t really know how to put it, he kept smiling, Sophia told him to put it exactly the way he sees it in his mind.

Then he took a deep breath and told her about the very first time she came to the shop with Frank, he explained how he felt deep down for her, according to him, if assuming she wasn’t his boss’s girl, he would have told her how much he loved her, and eventually asked her out on a date.

Sophia was wowed at his boldness, she was a little speechless, and after a short silence, she said that was not exactly what she was expecting to hear but, it was sweet of him to say it, and he really did like him too, especially his boldness.

Ken was in his 27th year as at that time, it happened that the more he talked about how he felt about her, the more she enjoyed it, and craves for more, it was getting really cold at that moment, she brought out a bottle of whiskey from the fridge, it was the exact drink her fiancé usually drinks on a cold weather, such as the one being experienced on that evening, she took a glass and shared with Ken another glass of same whiskey.

Next, they were both sitting on the sofa laughing and talking about how life would be if they were together, Ken talked about their feelings for each other assuming she isn’t dating his boss. They both drank more whiskey as they discussed their fantasies and what life could be assuming they had met earlier and under a different condition.

Ken told her they both share some powerful feelings together which they can’t control, the more they talk about this, the more they adjusted on the sofa, moving closer and closer to each other.

It started with Sophia holding his hands and talking with him, and Ken touching her hair, trying to style it to the back, and that was when they both felt the warmth from each other’s breath as they came closer than required with Kens hands around her neck, he draws her closer in one force, and they started a deep sensational kiss that sent an electrical vibrations through their nerves, creating the sudden craving to pull of everything and hold each other tight on the sofa.

When she has finished the deep prolonged kiss, she seductively pulls herself backwards, and then she saunters towards the big table, undressing stylishly one after another while biting her lower lip lustfully while hitting the play button on the MP3 speakers on the table and there it is, the song by The Foreigner, I Want to Know What Love is.

Ken was aroused by the music, so she began dancing softly to the song, seducing him with her voice as she sung the chorus line: “I want to know what love is, I want you to show me.” As Ken slowly approached her, he grasped her right by the table where she stood, with her naturally curving enchanted eyes, and her sexual nature, they could wait no longer for the energy was intense.

An adrenaline rush came all over him as the harmonious chorus line sounded from the speakers, and he jack-knifed her right on the table to devour her.

It was a deep magnetic and intimate moment which held them both locked up to each other for more than 3 minutes before pulling out using their force, leaving them helpless, and breathing heavily as though they had just run a 100-meter race.

At first, they felt guilty about what just happened, as the music stopped playing it seemed like the energy had cooled off a bit, and they promised to remain casual friends with no attachment involved.

Sophia – we can’t let this happen again! (Her clothes were already undressed, and Ken? He was shirtless, now she   is hurriedly trying to dress up fast)

Ken – yes, never again! (he started to button up his Shirtsleeves)

Sophia – How could you, I’m your Boss’s Fiancé

Ken – and how could you, I’m your Fiancé’s apprentice

Sophia – we must never repeat this (she stands up, Ken does the same)

Ken – absolutely

They paid attention, the stormy rain had stopped, it was 8;55pm already.

Oh, my gawd! To nine? Damn it’s time to go, – Sophia added

Ken – how come we didn’t notice that the generator had gone off 30 to 40 minutes ago on its own due to           petrol.

I wonder, – Sophia said.

So, quickly they tried to move through the darkness to find their phones, and suddenly they jammed into each other! Again, those feelings reawakened, she sat down, and the entire moment of intimacy began to play in her head, she couldn’t hold it in any more…

Sophia – I am your boss’s fiancé, right? We just talked about this right now (she said so tiredly as she stands         up)

Ken – Yes, I am your man’s apprentice, and yet we are so strongly in love, please let’s not throw this away (he       walks towards her and held her to himself.

There was something heavy and hard stroking the lower navel area of Sophia’s abdomen, and it disrupted her sense of reason, so the only thing she said was, “Fuck it, just kiss me! Devour me”.

To Kens ears, those words were like petrol gushed upon a flame, now they were deeply intimate, they took off their clothes throwing them randomly and wherever. She moans at his finger tricks.

It was on this day the secret relationship between an apprentice and the boss’s wife-to-be (fiancée) began, and she started to have much more whiskey and rum than she usually does.

After their first round of love making, they coiled themselves on the sofa as they slept and woke up by 5pm for another round of same sexual pleasure, now they have both accepted the circumstances of their so-called lust for each other, oh wait, was that an infatuation, or perhaps it’ was really love, well, we will see about that…

I remember telling a client of mine, that: “The soulmate sometimes finds its second half (its completion), from an unusual place”. Places it should never have been in the first place, so maybe what she had with Frank was an infatuation, although sometimes it’s so difficult to say what it really is at this point. But the question is, was their love true, or was it just another form of infatuation?

One week later, Sophia arrived at Franks apartment, she tried to knock at the gate, but it pushed itself open on the first touch, seemed the gate was left unlocked, so she stepped in.

Time check: 2pm, Sunday afternoon, it was an extremely sweltering day, though the weather forecast has predicted a heavy down pour later towards the evening, she walks into the compound quietly, then stopped halfway to observe the compound to tell if her man was around since he wasn’t taking calls.

The tiled floor in the compound has been neatly swept, looking sideways is the car, oh it seems wet, next was the thoughts of Kens whereabout running through her mind, she feels his presence but yet she sees no one except for the car, the compound seems quiet and lonely, and she wonders if they stepped out, maybe that was why the gate was not properly closed.

Then, without notice, he walked in from the backyard carrying two large buckets of water. She just stood there speechless as she observed his body, muscular and fair skinned with weaved hair like that of Jaden Smith in karate kid.

He was unclothed but in jeans semi-tight trousers, partly wet, he was washing his boss’s car. As he walks in from the backyard, Sophia unknowingly began to trip for his sexy physique as it appears glossy at the sight of the sun, his hair, so black and braided, she found him attractive ones again. Slowly, she walks towards him as he was heading towards the car with two buckets of water held with both arms.

The moment he dropped the buckets, he looked up and there he saw his angel, he smiled, and she smiled back at him, she bit her lower lips seductively with a broad smile almost trying to enchant him once more.

Suddenly, her sweet enchanting moment with her deepest fantasy was interrupted by Franks call as he opened the main door just right ahead, he already saw her coming into the compound through the glassy door and so he rushed out to embrace her, at that point it felt like she was turned off, but in order to arouse no suspicion, she managed to pretend like all is well by giving him a perk. Then they walked in together.

Sophia of course complained of his inability to take her calls most of the time, and never returning any of it, Frank apologized and told her how busy the day had been, he said he was sorry and promised to make it up to her.

He brought a rum and filled it with two glasses, then gave her one, just as he was about to say something, a call came into his phone, it was one of his most popular clients, he requested an urgent meeting with Frank.

So, he hurriedly left promising to return on time, although, unknowingly to him, he was just creating an opportunity for his lover, and his apprentice, giving them yet another chance to sit down and talk over what happened between the both of them at the office, that rainy cold night.

Or maybe that will lead to something else too, something that could bring them both together, I mean something that could ignite the fires burning in their heart for each other, but, once that fire is ignited, it can never be stopped so easily.

Well, just as predicted, the moment Frank drove out of the compound, Sophia requested Ken’s presence in the sitting room while she went for the whiskey.

As soon as she brought the whiskey, she took a drink, took another, then refilled her glass, giving him an extra to drink as well.

She told Ken it was important for what happened on that day to never repeat itself, or she would end up in trouble and he too would lose his job as well.

But Ken insistently suggested that they continue on a low key, he told her there was no way they could cut off completely from one another since they loved each other very much and as it is, they cannot control their feelings whenever they meet.

She caught short whatever he was saying, or trying to say, she was not happy to hear that, ‘cos what he just said were her exact thoughts too, and she was afraid he would say the same thing’, well, he just did…

She feared for her man’s reaction if he ever found out she is cheating on him, she kept telling herself; Frank has never done anything to offend her before, yet she begs the universe to explain why she has been placed in such a circumstance whereby she cannot control the feelings she has for someone she loves, and why she cannot have such feelings for her own fiancé instead.

Then the thoughts began to come together, if Frank had dedicated his time to her, and given her all the attention, she wouldn’t have had the chance to do this with Ken, she would have only had him as her crush, she said to herself Frank hasn’t touched him in one month, and just when he had finally made time for them today, he abandoned her for business.

At that moment of deep thoughts and contemplation, she forcefully drank her whisky, stood up, and attempted to leave the sitting room, but Ken was fast enough to hold her back, he held her by the hand and pleaded with her to stop.

By holding her hands, she felt the warmth from the palm of his hand, then, she remembered the love they had made from the last time they were trapped in the shop on that rainy night, and how deeply he dived into her.

He too remembered the firm pointed nipples which pieced through his soul like an arrow, he recalled how firm her boobs were without her bras on. He visualized that night and how neat, soft and tender she was from within, he recalls every single detail…

… her sweat as they flowed through her spirited spinal cords down to her sacrum, then through her boobs, slowly fading downwards on her belly.

Now, neither of them could resist the sparkling, tickling, prickling and tingling sensations as it swept through their veins, arteries and hearts, prepossessing every single cells in their body.

That sparkling sensation advanced into some sort of magnetic energy engaging them closer and closer to themselves, then finally locked them together, keeping them within the circle of another intimate romantic moment.

Could this be love, I ask again, or just another shed of infatuation?

Before they could stop each other this time, she was already pressed against the wall close to the door leading towards the master bedroom, and there with her back against the wall, he dived into her in rapture and in bliss as she opened herself to the pleasures of her lover’s touch!

Next, they fell on the sofa, this time completely nude and free from the clothing and blouses which hindered the sensual feelings of a skin-to-skin touch.

Thus, with her skin touching his, she felt every electrical charge and the warmth of his body, he caressed her from her back down to her sacrum, he touched it slowly and sweetly, there she felt the impact of his romance deep inside of her, the vigor, the liveliness, the vivacity of her love, it was all over her.

He kissed her so passionately, tracing the shape of her lips with his tongue! He kissed her ears, down to her neck before progressing down to the areola of her boobs, licking, kissing, and sketching it with his tongue before sucking her tittes, that is her nipples.

From the sofa, they fell to the floor, and again, she rode him like the mother confessor on a horse chase by the D’haran soldiers, desperate, to reach the seeker, she rode so fast beating all D’haran’s on her way. She (Sophia) rode him zealously; she was glued to his body like she had done with no other, not even with Frank.

While on her vigorous ride, she recalled her actual reality and there she tried to shut down the show despite the sweetness and pleasures, she got extremely worried and wished to bolt off ship.

Her sudden wish for a decamp was caused by the immediate thought of her fiancé, it cut through her like a knife in a butcher’s hand, she doesn’t want him to return home only to see her riding his boy who at that moment seems not to care at all.

At that point she needed an escape plan, but the passionate sexual exchange, the sacred energy of her lover’s dive, the fiery thoughts of her erotic desires could not be easily terminated in an instant as she thought, for she was living her fantasies live and direct.

However, in an attempt to flee, she held the table beside her for support, then pulled up (so, to get dressed),but Ken could not let go from the sexual energy magnetically pulling them together, the euphoric sensations from her sexual appetite filled his every nerve.

Therefore, as she pulled off, he quickly stood up, then held her by the table. Then, in a desperate attempt to keep the connection on, he perforated his pillicock into her vulva through her back.

Yet, she struggled to leave, asking him to stop, yet moaning sweetly to the deep drilling of his pillicock into her vulva which already reached her M. spot, the penetration was so deep that she couldn’t help but to experience something she had never experienced before; and that was the extreme squirting’s and multiple orgasms.

Then after, she laid down on the floor facing the ceiling and breathing heavily, with a smile on her face, she looked at her lover who was on the floor already.

While facing the ceiling, Sophia’s sexual appetite rose above her limit, it was very intense despite what they just had, she wondered why the strong sensations and urges whenever they are closer to each other.

She looked him in the eyes, the urges were burning and strong, her desire for more could be seen through her eyes, its colors changed from black to bluish, she locked eyes with Ken projecting her sexual energy seductively into him which eventually enraptured his whole body like a witch’s enchantment.

She looked him deep in the eyes and made a confession, she poured out her heart with a truth known to no one but herself; she said in a low tune, narrating how Frank (her fiancé) never had her time despite the love they feel for each other, she told him that; after all these years, she had never experienced climax, and all she had been doing was fake her own orgasm.

She has been dying to go out there, to find ecstasy, to feel euphoria, yet it was an uncomfortable and uneasy idea, knowing that she will be judged when caught, most especially since Frank has done literary everything for her, from education to her family’s needs, he has been so sweet in those aspect, yet the deep connection she found in Ken wasn’t there.

She just loves him so much as he is, a good man with a good heart who loved and cared for her, but she wanted to feel alive, she wanted to feel the touch of her lover’s palm caress through her skin, observing every single features. She needed a beautiful and romantic sexual intimacy from him, she needed more of his time, and not some sex with a tired and sleepy body, she needed him to crave endlessly for her body, just like Ken does.

She further said; even if she had swindled on her relationship to find pleasure out there, how would she know if the guy whom she was going to cheat on her fiancé with would succeed in giving her what she wanted, and what if he doesn’t’? Does that mean she would end up moving from one hotel to the other? Definitely – she added.

But this? This is… (she says rubbing his chest)so, so beautiful, most especially since she loves him (Ken), and he loves her too, she said this is more than what she ever wanted, or prayed for all these years, in conclusion, she said Ken is a prayer answered.

Ken smiled and held her closer and told her he was going to give her something she could not find outside even if she looked, something rare, but she laughingly responded with a no, she thinks what they had already was enough for the day.

Nonetheless, he convinced her by telling her it’s not just about some swift love making. The act of love is a culture, he added.

Now, she seemed confused but excited, while he just smiled then asked her to hold on. He stood up and went into the other room.

At this point she was surprised at how much he knew about the woman’s body, and yet she had never seen him with a girlfriend, she asked herself why he did not have at least one girl, because he is so magical, and sweet, at that thought; she smiled biting her lips seductively.

He returned to her with a banana from the fridge along with some apples and berries. He also brought a bottle of honey along, and wine.

As they were having the apples, she couldn’t help but ask why he brought honey, he smiled and asked her to relax and eat her apples and banana, then afterwards, he would show her everything.

First of all, he took out his phone and called his boss (her fiancé), to stylishly know if he is close by, but he told him to tell his fiancé to please hold on for him, he said he would be spending more time at work, maybe 5 hours top, and so would come home late, therefore he should get her something good, and make sure the power is on so she feels no heat or boredom, he warned him to please make sure she is very comfortable.

Ken told his boss he is making sure she is happy and very comfortable, he further added that; he shouldn’t worry too much because, she is taking a nap now. On hearing that, his boss was so happy, he thanked him and hung up.

Time check was 5pm on the dot, the evening was fast approaching, so, by analysis, Frank left home around 2pm, and now it is clear he is going to spend more 5 hours extra, therefore, if my calculation are correct, he is estimated to return home within the late hours of 10pm, or even 11pm as usual, and if the traffics are tight, then he would be getting home by 1am in the morning, what a relief for Sophia.

Now, they are fully assured he is not coming back any time soon, that means enough time for the both of them with no external distractions or fear of getting caught on the ride. She smiled happily and continued with her fruits, this time she felt more relaxed than before.

ROMANCE MASSAGE

Break time was over, therefore they continued with their naughty games; Ken calmly made her lie down on her back while she faced upwards, just as she did earlier, but this time he blindfolded her with a red hand towel, then he whispered to her ears to not say a word, she smiled, although she cannot see anything through the blindfold, yet she was intrigued and fascinated by what is going on. 

He went around the house, locked all doors, partly closed all windows and curtains, then pushed back the sofas against the wall, including the glossy centre table, then he quietly moved her to the centre of the sitting room. 

There was no heat at all, the weather was a little cool due to the heavy winds blasting through the partially closed windows, they kept flapping the curtains against themselves at the rhythm of the wind, it was noticeably clear the rain was coming. 

He brought a few large candles from his room then started placing each one around her, making a big circle with her at the centre. After admiring the beauty of his lover’s seductive body, he started lighting the candles one after the other, alas! They looked so beautiful and romantic, what a remarkable sight, he said aloud. 

Next, he put the music on, it was a song by R-Kelly titled Slow Wind, such a romantic classic, he got a few roses and spread them around the floor within the circle of candles. She smiled and asked herself “where did he get roses from”. 

Then, he sprinkled some original almond oil throughout her body, unto her vulva, her boobs, then slowly rubbing them smoothy all over her body, he tingled her tittes, the shiny softy and relaxing nature of the almond oil made her feel calm and horny, she moaned and slowly winding and twisting herself to the sound of the music by R.Kelly, Ken continued massaging her softly, he took his time making sure the sight of her shiny aphroditic body becomes lustfully seductive to whomever beholds it, which is to him of course. 

Ken had to get hold of himself as his pillicock was already hard and strong, due to the erection he almost dived into her, but he held himself back, because in order to make this a beautiful moment for the both off them, he had to take the process slow and steady, thus, making her moan for a deep exploitation through her lubricious and smutty body. 

He began to place some red- and purple-coloured sweet berries on her, starting from her neck, then down in between her boobs, he aligned them carefully and finally placed some in her vulva area, she was enthralled at the feelings. 

He started picking them up with his lips and at the same time kissing and sucking the spots where berries were eaten from, he picks some with his mouth and sweetly kisses her lips, he repeated same process from the top then slowly moved downwards to her vulva, there he ate her deeply, making her scream to the sweet feelings of euphoria, as he deeply eats and suckles her passionately all way down, she moans with his name, pushing his head way down into her vulva craving for more, at that point while she was moaning, she said; it was the best she had ever had in her entire life. 

After that, he took his time to softly caress her face, he ran his fingers through her hair, and gently touched the insides of her arms, stomach, and thighs. 

He took out the almond oil, and massaged her whole body with it, especially her sensitive parts, he romanced her affectionately and sweetly that she asked him for another round of sex, but he instead whispered into her ears “I am just getting started.”  

She was still blindfolded at this point, as said earlier, at every chance he got he whispered naughty words into her ears. 

There, he picks up the honey and drops softly from her boobs down to the stomach area, her navel, and now to her vulva, then her both thighs and feet’s, oh they were so clean and sweet, he started from the feet’s, taking out the honey passionately and lovingly, he proceeds to the top then her stomach, and then her boobs. 

So far, that was the most sensitive part of her body, he suckled her tittes, and the more he guzzled, the firmer it becomes, arousing Kens desires for her, thus, it sent blood flows towards his micky, creating a sustained erection. 

Now he can no longer hold himself, he has seen enough, his eyes are filled and dirty, he raised one of her legs unlocking the view to the flowering petals of her vulva, she moans and screams for his penetration! And with that pace he dived into her, creating a powerful euphoric sensation as he drilled in and out softly and slowly, at that moment of bliss; she was high in ecstasy. 

Now, he turned her around, and penetrates through the back so many times and again, and at the moment of intense energetic splash, she squirted as he also ejaculated both at the same time, as that happened, they felt so relieved as they fell on the floor smiling, she unblinded herself and held him closer, kissing him lip to lip, she told him happily how she really needed this, then, she thanked him, hugged him right there on the floor and told him she will never let him go.   

Love, they say, is a beautiful thing, however, to others who end up finding that love in the riskiest places, they end up hurt or misjudged. 

You see, this story reflects a true-life story, I only changed the characters, the locations and then added a few scenes, hey do not judge me, I am a writer, and I am only trying to make a point. #smiles… 

So, what happened next? Well, one week later, they met again, but this time they met in a big restaurant in town, they were happy to see each other again, though they felt a little shy, most especially Sophia, this is because of what they both had last time, she has never ceased to talk about them to her friends and roommates; Amaya and Sonia. 

They are fully aware of her secret relationship with Ken, well, they have their own episodes of love matters, but I cannot include them on this magazine version of Lovers Fantasies, to read about theirs and how they came into the picture, you will have to get the eBook/book edition of Lovers Fantasies; From the Hidden Diaryon Amazon bookstores, to be released soon. 

Okay, I know what you’ll are thinking now, you want to know what happened at the restaurant, if they made love with each other right on the spot, maybe Ken was just speaking figuratively when he said he would have made love with her right on the spot the moment he met her for the first time, but then, something stopped him, it was the boss, because she was already his at that time. 

Ok, let me take you back on a flashback through memory lane, you see, something happened on that day, it was a bright Friday evening when Frank (the boss)drove into his shop environ with Sophia. He was so happy to introduce her to his friends and neighbours, then they all sat outside his office talking, Ken was there too, and he was staring irresistibly from the second section of the shop. 

The shop and the office were two open rooms, the shop has three sections in a row,then there is an office (making it the fourth section on that same row), and Ken was in the Motocycle-parts section. 

After the boss had finished the introduction with his friends, he took Sophia on a tour around his shops to show her his employees and apprentice, that is; Ken. 

He introduced her to Ken, who was almost speaking gibberish at the same time, trying to comport himself as he greeted Sophia who in a glamorous way, also had her eyes locked on his. 

Frank almost noticed something fishy at that very moment, but was quickly interrupted by Sophia, she diverted his attention by asking a quick question; she asked if he only sells motorcycle parts, but he said no, he also sells motorcycle’s and he has a few motorcycle mechanics who work for him, that is in the third shop, he took her there to see his motorcycle showcase, and the mechanic workshop, after that they walked back to his office. 

So, that was their first meeting, she was in love with him at first sight and he too was in love with her the moment he sighted her from the shop, however, they are drawn to sexual collaboration each time they meet, the energy is intense and sometimes uncontrollable. 

Now, where were we before the flashback? Right, at the restaurant; so, they met again, that was one week after their love making fiesta at Franks house. But I am not going to include that scene here on this magazine version of the story. You will get to read about that and lots of other scenes from the book LOVERS FANTASIES; THE UNDERCOVER LOVER, right now you are reading LOVERS TIPS AND FANTASIES; FROM THE HIDDEN DIARY.They are both two different editions. 

So, they both continued their secret relationship affairs for a year, and then one year suddenly became two years, and before they knew what was happening, it was three years, well three years of hide and seek dating and love making, they undoubtedly became experts in the art of pretence right in front of Frank. 

THE EMOTIONAL BLACKMAIL

One Saturday evening, three years after their big bang at the biggest restaurant in town, they met in a hotel, as usual, a room was booked already by Sophia, and they went in to do their thing. 

But when he was making love to her, Ken suddenly seemed distracted, dull and sad, he stopped, and fell to the other side of the bed with his back on the bed, but she wanted it badly cos’ she was really very horny owing to the fact that it was 3 weeks ago they met last, so she needed his touch, at such a moment it was clear she would do anything for some of his touch and liveliness. 

Earlier that day she was making love with her fiancée (Frank) but he lasted just one minute on top of her due to work stress, as usual for him, no romance, no much kisses or touches, just sex, but she was on her heat period, that was why she booked that room for her Ken, she wanted something good, she needed some nice dive into her vulva and some romance massages to satisfy her sexuality, after all its been like three weeks ago since she met Ken; so, she drove out with one of Franks cars the moment he dozed off, then she invited Ken to come over cos she knows that he is the one to give her what she need, but, seeing him looking troubled and dull sprung out confusion in the air for Sophia, she asked him what went wrong, because now she’s confused, he had never done that before, she looked at him and saw how troubled and distracted he seemed. 

Ken said nothing, but she wasn’t convinced, and to top it all, his sudden sadness made her feel bad as well, yet she wants him back, to be as active and energetic as he used to be. She did not like what she was seeing, she wanted his touch, his affection and his magic fingers, but Ken was dull in his part, he was down and slow, he was sad and did not want to do anything any further, no matter how much she begged for his touch, he just could not respond. 

Then she tried to see how she could cheer him up, she asked to know what was bothering him, she asked him to speak up so she could help him solve his problem, she said she would do anything to get him back inside of her. 

Ken, at that point took a deep breath, sat up and told her how unhappy he had been all these years, yet he hid it from everyone, including her too, but now, he said he can no longer hide it from her. 

He told her how he has been an apprentice for more than 10 years now, yet Frank has refused to settle him, he told her all sorts of things and how they had an agreement which Frank has broken, then he further recalled to her about him being an orphan with no family, no relation, nothing, and so because of that everyone uses him and dumps him as they please. 

He really emotionally blackmailed her into agreeing to talk to him on his behalf, but Ken insists that he will not listen, he convinced her that it was better for the both of them to devise a plan to withdraw all his settlement from Franks account all by himself so that he can run away to Ghana where he will invest and become big. 

He promised to bring her over in order to marry her in 2 years’ time, he said its either she comes over to Ghana after her graduation, or she waits for him to come get her, she was hesitant about this plan, but she was so in love with him and angry with Frank for such wickedness, Ken reminded her they will both be happy together if they leave. 

Even at that she was still sceptical about that plan and so insisted that she talks to him so that he will release his fund, but Ken gently caressed her while trying to convince her, making her even more hornier than she was, he touched her tits and all her sensitive parts while convincing her with more and more ideas about their future fantasies, she was in heat, and so thought for a while, then finally she agreed to help him get his money without Franks knowledge. 

Out of joy, he made love to her, and gave her one of the best romance massages she had ever experienced, she was wowed and at that point she was happy to do anything for him. 

The next day was Sunday, Sophia tricked Frank by making him leave the house with her to some love garden, and as they were there playing love, Ken saw the text she had sent him, with his bank withdrawal details for an online transaction(password and user names etc, she left Franks phone for him by the table, she earlier told Frank she wants a lone time with him and does not need any work related distraction’s, he hesitated but she began to cry with tears all over, I mean there was so much tears which emotionally blackmailed Frank into accepting her offer, he doesn’t ever want to see her cry, not for any reason, those tears melts him down, so he agreed and dropped his phones behind which had his mobile banking apps in it for transfer of funds, he also left his debit cards behind, the Mastercardwhich usually he uses for online transactions, and he left with only verve card. 

While Frank was playing love with Sophie in that love garden Ken was doing wonders with his phone, there he was able to transfer 5 million naira twice (10m) to himself by using Franks Mastercard to buy bitcoin on his Cryptocurrency app wallet, (back then), there he sold all the bitcoins and sent himself the funds to another bitcoin wallet, then later to his own bank account. 

The bitcoin wallet he used to receive the funds from the Mastercard, was registered and verified with a fake name and a national ID card which had another person’s image on its because he paid some touts to register the ID card with a fake name so it was very hard to trace his tracks, he also deleted the bitcoin wallet immediately the transactions were done successfully. Unlike today, there were no facial recognition verification protocols on the apps. It was matters like this that inspired the additional security layer of facial verification on mobile banking and wallets. 

Ok, after the transfers, he took the shop keys where she told him she would keep them, he took one of the cars and drove to the store, there he entered the store, took all receipts and also those of the car, then some buyers arrived the shop and paid quickly for 20 motor bikes, brand new, he gave them keys and they drove off, time check was 7pm, it was a Sunday, besides, most shops had closed by then, no one saw or suspected anything, after that he drove to a park where another arranged buyer was waiting, he got his pay and off to the airport, and off to Ghana. 

This was something he had planned out for long, only waiting for the right moment to execute, it took him almost 1 year to artfully arrange everything strategically, the moment he got the car and motorcycle buyers ready, he fixed a date and talked Sophia into what she into it. 

Although Sophia never knew he was going to sell his cars and steal his goods, they only agreed that he took the amount of money he was supposed to receive for settlement, perhaps 3 million or 5 million naira, but Ken did worse than that, he kept the man broke with only one car, and an empty showcase in his shop, and with an almost empty account. 

The car he sold was the most expensive, and she was a bit disappointed in him, though that anger only lasted for less than a month, the moment she started feeling horny, she began to miss his touch, at that point she forgot what he did and craved to see him, the romance massage, the love making especially the crazy ones like the one at the restaurant and many others which they had in the car, by the road side in a late night by one random fence, at the swimming pool when they went for a swim, it was Frank who took them out that Sunday, it was a VIP swimming pool, he booked it for that late afternoon, the curve of the pool was spectacular and had lots of flowers by its sides, thus someone might be in there within the flowers and one who is walking in may not know what is going on there. 

So, the moment Frank excused himself to the restroom, they had sex in the water, I mean he went under water and ate her from within then they swam to a corner a bit hidden from the sight of anyone coming into the swimming pool from the restroom, and they spent good 7 minutes making love with his deeper penetration. This scene was also removed from this magazine edition, it will be found in the book. 

So, all those memories did not allow her anger for Ken last any more than 3+ weeks, that was less than a month, Frank was highly disappointed, he did not speak nor talked to anyone for more than 2 months, until he began to let go, he believed he would get back bigger someday, and all those issues were challenges he had to face, he said to himself he had learnt his lessons, and so he must let go. 

He refused to go to the police, he loved Ken as his own, he was an orphan just like Ken, he trained him through basic and high school, he fed him up to the day he left, he only asked him to join him in the business as an apprentice so someday he would be able to build his own through his sponsorship, but only when he is sure he was ready. And few months back he had thought about setting him free after his wedding with Sophia, but this? It broke him, but he moved on. 

Fast forward to one year later, Ken had made billions with the stolen funds, he followed his boss’s formulae and he did good, but his ways were impure, the moment he arrived secretly, he sent her texts and apologies, and begged her not to turn him in, claimed he will pay back Frank whatever he took from him x2, but he wants to take her with him first, told her she bought a white cool car for her, and she has a shopping centre he bought in her name, he sent her the details to confirm, even the social media page for the shopping centre which has got 2 million followers all had her name as her password and the email address used for opening the social media accounts were all in her name, she was surprised to see herself on the then twitter and Instagram with millions of followers and messages and they all have most of her sweet pictures which he downloaded from her other personal accounts, he sent her all login details, and sent her 2 million naira immediately then apologized again. 

Now, that made her remember their tender old days (1 year ago) and how she felt for him, then she started asking him when to meet up, he said he would come pick her up, and he did, that was the period she began to show Frank less of herself, that was the period she started giving excuses here and there, for another year Frank could count how many times he saw her and he only made love to her 2 times that whole year and the last one she was totally silent with no feelings, smiles or anything to show how much she enjoyed him, she was just there like a log of dry wood. 

And that was when Frank began to worry too much about her behaviour, which led him to visit her parents and yes, you know what happened and how that ended.

WHEN REALITY HITS THE MIND

This is the life mysteries many people experience in a relationship nowadays, sometimes with no just reason your spouse could suddenly start withdrawing from you without any problems, giving you lesser attention acting like she or he no longer cares, or maybe they really don’t care or something or someone has taken their attention lately, and so, not everyone can double date and keep a perfect harmony between the both partners, especially when one gives you everything you need, perfect sexual and romance package. 

Wow, now back to the court room, her parents, Frank and his friends, everyone present in that court room were speechless, even the judge was silent for a while… 

It was, indeed, a true confession… 

This was an exceedingly demanding situation, Frank didn’t know what to say, or how to place his eyes on her, she was crying and yes, tears were everywhere. Her parents were ashamed of everything.

THE UNDER COVER LOVER – BY KNIGHT FREDEL

PG18+ – All Rights Reserved, Copywrite: Awake Afraka Magazine 2024

TO BE CONTINUED

LOVERS TIPS4

Today, our world is filled with people making wrong decisions when it comes to relationships and marriages, a man no longer falls in love before dating a woman, all he seeks now is only her body and her physical attributes, which he plans to use for his sexual satisfaction. The woman also no longer falls in love with a man before accepting their request. Instead, she seeks a man with material possessions or financial strength. And, after many years, both parties suffer from their wrong choices which were because of their obsession. 

Despite all these facts, the younger generation still end up with broken hearts, shattered homes, and failed marriages. This is because they ignored the past, pretending not to see others’ mistakes and refusing to learn from them. Their ego makes them feel they can do better, and that is why they fail to notice they are heading down the same road that led others down the cliff. 

I receive complaints daily from both men and mostly women who have been victims of an abusive or failed relationships during my counselling sections, who have also been heartbroken due to failed marriages in the past. 

When a man loves a woman, he loves to the fullest. Love is not blind; love is accommodating and tolerant. Thats what love is all about. If you find or see someone who loves you that much, do not take it for granted, because you may never find it again. 

There are ladies who did overlooked such people hoping that they will find another one in the future whenever they are ready, it’s been 10 to 15 years now, some of such women are still single, few others are married to someone who married them to fulfil all righteousness and others married them because they just want a woman to call wife who will make baby’s for them and make them Mr and Mrs, turning these young women to an old woman even when they aren’t, because they no longer maintain their body, or looks.
Well, such can only happen when there is/was no true love in such marriage. 

A woman can grow with her man from nothing to something if she is ready to date, engage and marry him. But she will not be able to do all that if all she thinks of is “taking from him” through emotional blackmails, or by pretending to love when she does not. 

You betrayed him not because you could not love him back, yes you could, but you decided not to give it a chance, and that is/was because all you wanted to do with him is play and collect from him, and when you are done you leave. 

That is a life that you cannot afford to live, to you, you feel heartless, but when those guilts and conscience starts facing you at your low moments, that is when you will remember the word; vanity! 

Always try to be the change you seek! do not turn bad, evil, or wicked because someone did something bad to you, if you do, then you truly deserve more of such bad and evil people around you. Cos clearly, you are no different from them. 

Never let the bad attitude and character of another person change you from the good person you are.
That is because you are not that person! 

Do not try to convince anyone to see your value; In a relationship, it is two beings working as a single entity, therefore your partner should always stay transparent with you, cos lying and masking themselves will do you or the relationship no good. 

Sometimes they really do care but that spirit of impatience will not let them, or perhaps they are not done with flirting, and you were just one of their many options, so they could lie to you to hide their covers, up to the extent of lying to cover an unnecessary situation, like they can be in a friend’s house, yet they tell you they are home and just waking up from a nap… 

They could find a way to meet you up for a weekend, but they will find a reason not to. Yet they do love you, nevertheless they are not done flirting… 

Why do we suffer?
It is because when life gives you ice cream, you will choose to ignore it for a bread, and when the time for ice cream has passed, you now start craving for it, and that is how the sufferings begins, so, they start to hustle throughout their life just to get the very thing that was once given to them for free! 

At that point, some will blame their enemies, yes enemies do exist, but some of you do not have external enemies, cos what you have is the enemy within, and that is yourself. 

The truth is as clear as crystal, or you could choose to tie your eyes; For the fact states that “In a relationship, it is two people working together as a single entity”, but the moment you lose that balance, you get chaos, and everything becomes so difficult to handle, thus, promoting messed up emotions and anger, and that is it takes you both all the way down to a boom!

LOVERS TIPS: FOR MEN ONLY

– IF YOU WANT TO ASK HER OUT ON A DATE? READ THIS:

Question 1 – when should you text her back? 

I have found the best time to text back is the next day. It is the “goldilocks” amount of time – not too soon, not too long. As for the other options… 

Texting her back that night comes across as needy. Total Michael Scott moves. 

Texting her back two-three days later, and you might lose the good vibes and momentum from the first date. 

Waiting for her to text you back – it is a crapshoot, and it is especially tough for desirable women, this early into getting to know her. 

Question 2 – “If I have really strong feelings for her…” 

The correct answer here is usually “it’s best to just act on them.” That means asking her out, going for a kiss, and acting through your intent. Let us consider the other options… 

Option 1 was “it’s best to tell her – she needs to know.” 

Here is the problem: when you tell her but do not act on it, you are putting the ball in her court to make the move. This is not romantic, exciting, or any sort of turn-on for her. It is like showing up at a friend’s house with a steak and saying “hey, cook this for me.” 

Option 3 was “it’s best to hold back until she feels the same way – don’t want to push her away.” Well, my man, this is how you get – and stay – in the friend zone. 

Understand this: it is attractive for a woman when a man will risk rejection (and even getting hurt!) in the pursuit of what he wants. 

The converse is also true: it is unattractive when a man will not pursue what he wants, out of fear of getting rejected or hurt. 

And most important of all, a woman wants a man who acts in integrity with his intentions and desires. That integrity is something she can trust and respect. 

Of course, there is a wrong way, and a right way, to act on your feelings. The wrong way is to do it from a position of neediness and fear. The right way is to do it from a position of certainty and strength. 

This is a key concept in The Desire System – how to express your feelings in a powerful, attractive way. 

Question 3 – “what do most women think is most important in a long-term relationship?” 

The correct answer here is usually “a rock – a man who knows himself and what he stands for, who always acts with integrity, and who she can trust 100%.” 

Now remember, the question reads “what do most women think is most important?” 

It is true that answer 1 – “a provider who is financially stable” – is true for some women. 

These women are usually insecure in some way – either they grew up financially insecure and have some mild trauma from that, or they are emotionally insecure, and it makes them feel good about themselves when men splash money on them. You might know such women as “gold diggers.” 

The big mistake is to think that all women – or even most women – are that way. The truth is, lots of money is not important to most women, and certainly not for good women with integrity (which is what I hope you are looking for in a long-term relationship!). The benchmark is not wealth – it is monetary responsibility. 

As for the other answer – “a soulmate who she connects with deeply” – yes, this can be especially important, and it can drive a lot of passion and intimacy in relationships. But passions, hobbies and interests can change, too. 

What does not change is a man’s integrity. That is the bedrock of his relationship with himself, and the world. If it is not there, he is going to struggle to be in a long-term relationship with a great woman. 

Question 4 – “for most women, the most arousing thing is…”
Surprise – the correct answer is “have a romantic conversation about feelings.”
Female intimacy is different from male intimacy. We men are visual, which is why we love pictures, videos and yes… watching! Our reptile brains are primed to quickly, visually evaluate potential mates, since it is not evolutionarily “costly” for man to pass along his DNA.
But for women, there is a big evolutionary cost to conceive – the 9 months of pregnancy, and the role as primary caretaker for another few years! This means that they must be much more selective about sex, and it also means that the process of going from “zero” to “let’s jump in bed” is usually one which starts with their romantic feelings, rather than their sexual impulses.
Want proof? Consider this – women buy about as many romance novels, as there are men who subscribe to pornography websites.
Another answer – “being touched in a sensual way” – can certainly be a turn-on. But it is only secondary to a romantic conversation.
As for “being spoken to with dirty talk” – some women are into it, but it is much more arousing to men, than to most women.
Don’t confuse your own arousal – or a woman’s attempts to make you feel good – with what really turns her on. If you want her to be ready to rip your clothes off, it all starts with making her feel strong, romantic feelings! 

Question 5 – “she tries to cancel a first date. My response is…”
The correct answer is – “ha all right, I will cancel the private jet, no worries. But you owe me a bottle of wine when we reschedule ;)” This answer does so many things right:
It implies that you expect to see her again, which comes across as confident 

It implies that she has messed up, and that she needs to make things right 

It subtly shows that you have expectations for how you should be treated 

It does all the above in a fun, playful way 

Consider another option – “It’s cool, when can we reschedule for?” Here is the issue:
Yes, it implies you expect to see her again
It does not hold her to account for messing up in any way
It’s not fun or playful 

And the final option – “ok when you’re actually ready to be serious with someone.” That is just too harsh this early! Her excuse may be legit. And even if it is not, some super desirable women do play these sorts of games early on, to see which men are savvy enough to navigate them.
Finishing Thoughts
Women can seem super-complicated… until they are not. 

Every single question posed here came from my own incorrect understanding of women, and a whole lot of time, effort, and heartbreak that I spent on getting it right.
Needless to say, this is just the beginning. For more will come as we proceed… 

There are many more tips for you on the eBook edition, and there are exclusove stories and features, I hope you get the eBook edition as soon as possibe and let us all learn together so we will be able to stop that old circle of toxic relationships and marriages. Thank you for reading, and see you soon…

Why do we suffer?
It is because when life gives you ice cream, you will choose to ignore it for a bread, and when the time for ice cream has passed, you now start craving for it, and that is how the sufferings begins, so, they start to hustle throughout their life just to get the very thing that was once given to them for free!

KNIGHT FREDEL

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